Kik Me.... (A Mindless Behavior love story)

Bandaids dont always block the blood

Ray Ray P.O.V

once I walked into the house I heard someone crying it had to nor k'lynn cause everybody else was gone I went up to her room an opened the door the sounds of he crying got closer then I waled to her bathroom the door was opened I leaned in and I saw her balled up on the floor in the corner crying with blood coming from every inch of her upper body

"K'lynn ?" once she heard me she looked up her big eyes were red and it made her look so innocent and adorable she started getting up and wiping her arms and stomach trying to hide the cuts from me I walked to he and said

"k'lynn look at me" she kept her head down

"K'lynn please" she finally looked up at me

"K'lynn you gotta stop doing this" she shook her head an said she finally said

"Can't you see I can't stop this is my life Right here" she said pointing at the cuts an scars

"K'lynn this into your life this is what happens when people don't have enough love"

"I don't need love all I need is a fuckin razor" she said scratching the cuts a they started I bleed again

"K'lynn stop' but she didn't stop she run over to the sink and picked up something and she screamed

"NOBODY CARES NOBODY EVER CARED AND IM SICK OF BEING THE ONE THAT GETS HURT ITS ALWAYS ME " she said rubbing something across her arm it was a razor I walked over next to her and I tried to take the razor

"NO RAY RAY NO LEAVE ME HERE LET ME DIE LET ME BE HAPPY " she said I grabbed the razor and threw it I hugged her a we slid Down the wall to the floor

"why can't you me me have my love that razor is the only thing that loves me" she said lookin at the razor on the floor I lifted her face up so she can't look me in the eyes

"I love you " I said she didn't respond so I just hugged her as we sat there in that same spot then she started to talk

"Mommy was an angel that left way to soon and daddy was the devil that had no plans of leaving once that angel returned to the sky he looked at me as his punching bag and he beat and hit an kicked I ran away from that life to meet new people who called me worthless an open to new mistakes I'm not a saint but I'm not a demon .....I'm a angel in a devils body and I don't think I'll ever be free from this life even when I die I'm still prisoner.....Ray Ray you can call me a stalker caused no matter where that razor goes I be right behind it waiting ,wanting, and craving its touch"

And that's when it hit me she didn't care about death because she isn't scared of dying .......she scared of living......