"She Is Mine."

"She Is Mine." - Chapter 17

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My trembling fingers hovered over the keyboard as Jess stared at me, confusion clouding her green eyes. "I- I need a moment." I stuttered as Jess nods understandingly, heading over to the bathroom for a shower. I've dreamt of this day before and all the actions I would take against him, telling him I've finally moved one but now that I'm finally facing reality, I couldn't even bring myself to speak. Finally, I gathered up courage and typed in a message before hesitantly pressing the send button.

Me ;

Sure :) I'll be waiting.

Sent at 1836p.m.

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I stood infront of my full length mirror, clenching my fists over and over again. It was currently 8 in the morning on a bright Saturday, the day H was finally coming to visit. There was this deep voice at the back of my head telling me that I've always wanted this, the period of time my happiness is finally restored. The day he finally steps out of the bus with huge arms and greets me in his embrace.

My heart ached, and my head hurt. I didn't know if I was excited to finally meet him again or if I was mad at him. My hands were partially wet due to all the sweat and my legs hurt since I've been standing infront of the mirror for about an approximate half an hour, rethinking my choices of allowing H to visit. I knew. Deep down, I knew I still loved him. He was my first love. But, I gave my heart to Zack. I gave my heart to both of them. How would Zack react when I reach to hug H, later? Betrayed? Jealous? Depressed? I sighed as my phone sounded a soft 'beep' to a new message.

H ;

I'm dropping by ard lunch, if that doesn't matter. Can't wait to see you :) xx

Sent at 0827a.m.

Me ;

That's fine! Can't wait too! x

Sent at 0827a.m.

I sighed as I stuffed the phone back into my pocket as I looked at myself another time in the mirror. I wasn't lying when I said I couldn't wait, I couldn't. I still missed him. No matter what he did to me, I still loved and missed him. And my idiot heart beated faster when he announced he was visiting. He still took the time out of his precious weekend to come all the way to Los Angeles to visit me. I was enlighted. I sighed as I dialed in a number.

"Hello? Allison?"

"Hey Zack, can we meet for a while?"

E P I G R A P H

"The first time you fall in love, it changes you forever and no matter how hard you try, that feeling just never goes away."

- Nicholas Sparks.

A U T H O R ' S   N O T E

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