Victory and defeat

Savannah

My phone started to ring when we got back. I went into the bunks to answer it.
"Hello?"
"Amanda!"
Damn-it. My mom
"Mom what's up?"
"Well I wanted to let you know I'll be coming up to Manhattan for a few days. "
"Why?"
"Well I want to see how you've been doing"
"No need for that Mom, I'm fine"
"Amanda Marie-Grace Rollins, word spreads down here"
"Rumor has it that you got yourself into some trouble but got something good out of it"
"Uh-huh and who did you hear that from?"
"Doesn't matter. Anyway I'll be coming up so see you soon"

I hung up the phone and walked out only to see Savannah Juliet-Elise Rollins. My mother standing there. Yet that wasn't the worst part.

"Amanda honey look who I brought!" Savannah exclaimed

She had brought my sister . My sister Kimberly Georgia Denise Rollins. I hated her. Not because she liked to sleep around but she also cause chaos. Especially for me.

"Mom,Kim you guys can't just show up here"
"Amanda are you pregnant?" Kim asked
"Yes 10 weeks" I replied
I sat them down in the conference room and brought over a chair.

"Amanda honey what happened to you?" My mom inquired
"10 weeks ago I was raped"
"Wait 10 weeks..." My mom had figured it out"
"Amanda how could you carry his baby?"
"Because I love Her with all my heart"
"you disgust me Amanda"
"What why?" I asked. I could feel the tears brimming in my eyes.
"That Devil baby" she finished
"What just because She wasn't conceived normally that makes her bad?"
"Goodbye Manda you have betrayed me"
She walked out with Kim in hand
I felt the tears well in my eyes as I headed to Livs office m. I closed the door and immediately Liv got up from her desk and gave me a hug.
"It's okay My little Amanda let it out"
I couldn't  help it. I started to cry

"I told her about the rape" I cried
"And?" Liv said still hugging me
"she was mad that I kept my baby, she called it a devil baby"
"Oh Amanda I'm so sorry" Olivia soothed
"It's my own mother!"
"I know, no one should ever speak or treat you like that"
"Why would she hate me?"
"I don't know but I'm here for you"

I continued to cry and only pulled away when I remembered my unborn baby inside me.

"Hi sweet girl, mommy loves you so much no matter what anyone says"

I then pulled up a chair and sat down by Liv.

"I don't want to see her again and my sister too"
"Okay I get that but Amanda what about your dad?"
Ugh, that stupid,drunk bastard father. How could she ever forget him?"
"Well I guess I'll begin by saying his name is Jeffery Miguel-Luis Sanchez Rollins"
"Well that's a mouthful" Liv laughed
"Ya he is southern hispanic"
( made that up as in he is Hispanic but from the south)
"Ah. And why do you hate him?"
When I was ten he started to get drunk and abuse us"
"Oh god" Liv exclaimed

I talked a little more about him before I felt super dizzy and light-headed. I couldn't feel my legs anymore
"Amanda talk to me"
"Can't feel.." I reached out and passed out cold
"Call a bus!" Liv shouted

I woke up 3 hours later in the hospital.
"Hey Amanda you're awake" Liv said happily
"Ya what happened?"
"You were talking about your dad and collapsed"
"What about my baby?" I asked worriedly.
I quickly shot up in my bed. At that Liv gently pushed me back. Getting the message I relaxed.
"Your baby is okay as far as we know"

Just then the nurse came in to check on my baby. She told me I needed surgery. My baby girl had fluid in her heart. They said they could fix her. That's the last thing I remember before going under.
7:30 pm
"Did they fix her?" I asked waking up
"Yes my little Rollins they did"
I looked down at my buzzing phone and started to cry at the caller iD.

"No I don't want to answer her" I sobbed

Liv grabbed my hand for comfort and picked up the phone. She then put it on speaker.
"Amanda?"
"Savannah" I stated coldly
"I'll give you money for an abortion"
"No I love my baby and I'm keeping her"
"We can't let it ruin our life"
"My life my descion"
"Please?"
"No, you are not in my life"
"You're a stupid little bitch Amanda"

She hung up after that. I put down the phone and started to cry again.

"Come on Amanda" Liv coaxed
It was inportant that I not get dehydrated.
"It's okay Rollins"
She got me calm again and rubbed my hand.
"I don't ever want to loose my baby"
"I know sweet Rollins"
I spent the next ten weeks recovering. I came back at 20 weeks around Christmas.
"Rollins you're back"
"yep healthier and larger than ever" I joked with Fin
Liv and I were watching how the Grinch stole Christmas on my couch when a rubbed my belly.
"Rollins what's wrong? " she noticed I'd been doing it the whole show
"I've been having pain tonight that's all"
"Rollins do you think you might be in labor!?"