★Loving The Bad Boy★

Brought Up Again

I stare at my ceiling. Wondering. Thinking. Why am I mad? Why am I laying here being a coward? Well I'm putting an end to it. I slip on a pair up cut up skinny jeans and a "Cry Baby" T-shirt. I hop in my car and about 10 minutes later I arrive at Nick's apartment door.

Oh god.. don't be nervous. It's just Nick. I take a shaky breath and open the door. I spot him sitting on the couch with a cig in his mouth and a surprised look on his face.

He stands up and walks towards me.
"What are you-"

Interrupting him, I slam my hand into his face. Nick stumbles backwards and I start feeling dizzy.

"What the hell was that for!?" Nick yells like the hit didn't hurt him.

"This is annoying! Don't you realise how much crap I've been through this year! Its driving me crazy!" I yell.

"Btws, you smell like a sewer." I growl.

Nick rolls his eyes. We seem like an old couple arguing and I hate it. I hate how everything took a turn.

"Jessie.. why are you so mad?" Nick asks shoving his hands into his pockets.

Must. Ignore. Johnny Depp good looks.

"Its just.. Your being a coward. Why won't you express your feelings! Why won't you just be honest with me! Am I not that important to you?" I feel my eyes begin to water.

"Jessica..." Nick begins to say.

"Forget it." I frown. I make my way out the door, because five more minutes in there with him, and I would've bust out the water works.

I don't need him. I can handle myself. And unless he wants to be a man and talk, I'm done chasing after him.

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"I know babe. Its gonna be OK." Lizzie smiles handing me a cup of bubble tea.

"You just need to take a breather. Here, how about we go over what's making you so stressed. We can go to the park?" Maddie suggests.

Yesterday was pretty rough for me. But its nice to know I have friends to help me. I shower, put on a pair of leggings and a chunky sweater.

Maddie frowns. "What are you wearing?"

"I have a right to feel comfortable too you know." I sigh while rolling my eyes.

"Aww come on Jess! Part of refreshing your state of mind is refreshing your look!" Maddie says confidently.

Lizzie and I exchange glances.

"Just let the pregnant lady do what she wants." Lizzie laughs.

15 minutes later I'm standing with curled hair, and lavender dress on and gold flats.

"Off to the park!"

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"I don't know.. I mean when we first met, I hated him and didn't want anything to do with him.. But I just couldn't help but get sucked into his pranks and games... I know I'm stupid but this isn't anything like the movies.." I say as we sit on a nearby park bench.

The trees sway and a light breeze flows throw my hair. Rain clouds begin to form in the sky.

"Yeah. He really does care about you Jessie." Lizzie smiles.

"I just wish he wouldn't keep so many secrets from me! I just don't get it!" I say blowing off steam.

"Jessica Lively! He's probably just new to this! His dad died when he was 15 where he was left with his addicted mother. How is he supposed to know how to feel or love!" Maddie starts crying.

Oh god. Bring on the pregnancy hormones.

"You guys are Nessie! Baily was a shipper of Nessie! We all love Nessie! You guys have such a beautiful love! You know? Hunter told me Nick doesn't smoke nearly as much as he used to and has made better choices since he met you! If that isn't love I don't know what it!!" Cries Maddie clutching onto Lizzie's arm.

Lizzie and I just sit there.

"Yeah.. Thanks guys, this was really nice. Well my mom needs me home to watch Laurie. See you guys later." I hug them both and walk to my car.

Its gonna be OK.

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I know what your thinking... She's dead. Well yes I have literally been feeling so guilty.. I haven't been on wattpad in MONTHS and I left the story alone! But don't worry! I'm back to stay so I hope some of you are still out there reading!

I just went back and read every chapter, taking the time to edit and fix mistakes and kinky errors in the story! Please forgive me and continue reading the story to the end! Its almost midnight but I can't stop!

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-Kate♥