I can't find words
to keep me going.
The worst feelings
are so horribly
surround-sound
totally
everywhere
and the best feelings
are indescribable.
The best feelings
are so small
sometimes
so easy to lose
so easy to misplace
like how it is
to fall off the top of the world.
How sad
can I become
how many things
can take me down at once?
How can I find the words
when they never seem to turn up
wherever I go?
How beautiful are they
when they fit together?
Tell me how they fit together
I can't keep going.
