PART : 1
Yes, I am YUKI AOI. My friends call me YUKI. Sometimes AOI. I am a disappointed person. I'm always being useless. I scared everything. I am afraid of everything. I hate to love everything. Sometimes, I want to own this world and I want to make destroyed and make into pieces. I want to tear everything whatever I am seeing. I want to die sometimes. I want to run and go away from this world, this life, this place.
I want to hide myself and I don't want to show my face and my name to any human again. Sometimes, I wish I could be heartless. I don't want to feel any burning in my heart. I don't want to hate and I don't want to love. I am always feeling like I am already died however I am still standing on this ground on earth or breathing. I want to forget everything and I want to free my soul. Always feeling like a puppet. Always feeling like I am a bird in the cage. Always staying in the darkness, in a narrow darkness room with a little window.
I am a demon or evil in the bottle. I helped others many time and many things but I got nothing.
I am growing up with meaningless. Everything was nothing.
My life is nothing.
I am still being nobody.
Yes, useless I am.
I found great and wonderful best friends.
But I made them insecure and sick.
I am so useless person and I am an evil for them.
I couldn't do anything for them.
However I am wishing and hoping for UNDERSTANDING.
UNDERSTANDING...... is not for me.
UNDERSTANDING will never come to me and stay with me forever.
However I tried or still trying to catch the FOREVER UNDERSTANDING around with humans..., but I know I will never catch it or if catch, I will have to let it go again.
I am still growing up with the minds in the darkness place.
PART : 2
You told me I was bad.You looked down on me that I was dump.You said I was immature.You thought that I was nobody.But you still don't know what I really am.And How I am still breathing to alive this way of my life.But Thank you for showing the points of my weakness.And Many thanks for the patient for who I am.I am just a devil and I was so black in darkness.And I am so sorry and apologize for my rudeness.I am open minded one.
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A BLUE DEMON'S TEARS
RastgeleA girl about her life who is always saying herself as a disappointed person. She is not stupid but she is always being looked down by some people because of her weakness. Her name is Yuki Aoi.
