The Girl Who Can't Move On

The Girl Who Can't Move On- Chapter IX

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Iniisip ko kung bakit ganito ang langit nilayo ako sayo hindi ko matangap mahirap magpanggap na ako'y hindi bigo ngunit di ko rin inaasahang mangyayari to kung ikaw ay alaala nalang paano na ko?

Masaya ako kapag kasama ko si ICE, walang araw na naging malungkot ako.. O kami.. Sa ngayon katabi ko siya at nanunuod kami ng Titanic... Kanina pa kami nanunood kaya wala kaming imikan.. Favorite niya yung Titanic tapos ako naman hindi ko pa siya nakita.. Andito kami sa bahay ko.. Wala kasi kaming pasok dahil periodical exam ng mga grade 7 and grade 8 students kami naman bukas pa..

"I'll never let go, Jack. I'll never let go."-Rose..

Nagtaka ako sa sinabi ni Rose.. She said she never let go.. pero bakit niya pinakawalan ang kamay ni Jack?

"Hmm ICE.."-Me

"Yes"-ICE

"She said she never let go.. but why she let go Jack's Hand?"-Me, napatingin siya sa akin at ngumiti.. Hinapit niya ako palapit sa kanya at niyakap ng mahigpit..

"She never let go naman talaga.. Maybe she let go Jack's hand but her heart.. will never let go.." natahimik ako sa sinabi niya..Yun pala yun? So distance doesn't matter as long as your hearts are still connected, right?

"Just like us.. Maybe someday... one of our problems can be the reason na makapaghiwalay sa atin pero sana you'll JKLM.."-ICE, ito na naman tayo sa mga alphabet-alphabet niya..

"Ano naman meaning nung JKLM?"-Me

"Just Keep Loving Me.. Okay? Kahit anong mangyari sa atin mahalin mo ako gaya ng pagmamahal ko sayo.."-ICE, napangiti nalang ako sa kanya.. Kahit kasi minsan sakit sa ulo tong isang to.. May pagka sweet din siya eh.

"Eh ano naman ang meaning nung NOPQRSTUVWXYZ?" nilahat ko na noh? Alangan namang isa-isahin ko baka bukas pa kami matapos..

"Hmmm.. No Other Person Quite Reasonable Shall Treat You Very Well Xpect me, You'll Zee" niyakap ko din siya ng mahigpit.. I am so lucky to have him in my life.. He always treat me as his Princess.. He cares, and he love me so much..

"There is 1 way 2 say this 3 words 4 you.. I LOVE YOU... I love you very much ICE.. I hope.. you won't let me hurt.." isinubsob ko ang mukha ko sa dibdib niya.. It's like beating for me..

"I love you too Zoe.. I promise that I won't let you hurt"..Tinignan niya ako at nilapit niya ang mukha niya sa mukha ko.. And lastly.. for the first time..

He kissed me..

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"Enumeration na muna tayo ICE.. Ito.. What are the kinds of Chemical Reaction?"-Me

"Ahmmm...Combustion, Synthesis, Decomposition, Single displacement, Double displacement and Acid-base"-ICE

"What is Chemistry?"-Me

"the branch of science that deals with the identification of the substances of which matter is composed; the investigation of their properties and the ways in which they interact, combine, and change; and the use of these processes to form new substances."-ICE

"Grabi ICE, alam mo na ata lahat ng sagot eh.. Parang goggle yang utak mo.."-Me, Obviously nag-aaral kami pagkatapos naming mag >/////////< basta yung pagkatapos ng sinabi niuan I love you too..Basta yun.. Sabi niya kasi mag-aral kami para hindi niya makalimutan yung isasagot niya bukas.. Ewan ko din sa kanya.. Para naman kasing gogle yang utak niya..

"Hindi naman no.. Nag-aral lang talaga ako.."-ICE.. matalino naman si ICE, kaso nga lang minsan ayaw niyang gamitin ang utak niya.. Ewan ko din kung bakit..

"Zoe.."-Ice

"Hmmm?"-Me

"If Mr. Bean have Teddy, and Spongebob have Garry, don't worry I'll be here for you..

Baby"-ICE, sabay kindat sa akin..

"Ewan ko sayo.. Umayos ka nga nag-aaral tayo diba?" tumanog-tango naman siya.. Ganyan siya minsan kapag tinopak..

"The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful...stop me and steal my breath...and emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky...never revealing their depth....tell me that we belong together, dress it up with the trappings of love...I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips, Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above" tinignan ko siya..

"Ano trip mo?" Umiling lang siya at lumapit sa akin.. Napahagikhik ako when he offer his hands to me asking for a dance..

"I'll be your crying shoulder, I'll be love's suicide I'll be better when I'm older, I'll be the greatest fan of your life..." Napapailing nalang ako.. Ang lakas din kasi ng trip niya ngayon eh..

"And rain falls angry on the tin roof....as we lie awake in my bed....You're my survival, you're my living proof....My love is alive and not dead..." kahit na ganto siya I find it sweet.. May ganto pala siyang side?  yun bang magpaka romantic.. Akala ko kasi puro kakulitan lang ang alam niya..

"Tell me that we belong together...Dress it up with the trappings of love...I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips, Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.." Sana.. magtatagal kami.. Sana ang love story namin.. maging katulad ng isang fairy tale.. Na may happy ending... Kasi sa ngayon.. unti-unti ng lumalaki ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya..

"And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead...I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said..I'll be your crying shoulder, I'll be love's suicide..I'll be better when I'm older, I'll be the greatest fan of your... I'll be your crying shoulder, I'll be love's suicide I'll be better when I'm older, I'll be the greatest fan of your life..." inikot niya ako at hinapit palapit sa kanya.. I smile when he smile at me..

"The greatest fan of your life....greatest fan of your life." he wispher.. but loud enough that i can hear it..

I wish.. huminto na muna ang oras para makasama ko siya ng matagal.. I love him at siya lang ang mamahalin ko..