The Girl Who Can't Move On

The Girl Who Can't Move On- Chapter X

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Ang pilitinkong limutin na sa buhay ko; y wala sya ay parang pilit sinusuot singsing na hindi kasya dahil habang pinipilit mas sumasakit ng todo kayay buha ko ay parang musi kang wala sa tono di ba pwede naman? mag sama ang nag mamahalan di ba pwede naman? wala na din ang hiwalayan

Nag-iinat ako habang bumabangon.. Exam na namin ngayong araw.. Yesterday was one of my very unforgettable momments with him.. Ang gusto ko lang gumawa ng mga memories.. Happy memories with him.. Ngayong mahal na mahal ko  na talaga siya.. I don't even care kung sabihin man ng iba na ang tanga ko kasi minahal ko siya agad gayong kakilala lang namin.. Sabi nga sa isang kanta.. Inspired by Frozen..

LOVE is an open door..

Yes maybe I don't know him yet but we have forever to know each other more.. Bakit pa ba natin papatagalin kung alam naman nating masasayang lang ang oras natin..

NASA school na ako at hinihintay ko nalang na magsimula na ang periodical test namin..

"Zoe.. Do you have a Bandaid?" Tinignan ko si ICE.. May sugat ba to?

"Bakit may sugat ka pa? Asan ako na ang gagamot--"

"Cos I just scraped my knee falling for you" napangiti nalang ako.. Kahit kailan talaga may pagkasweet talaga siya taht's why i can;t keep myself to fall in love over and over again..

"Zoe..Do you have a map?" tinignan ko na naman siya.. Here he is again.. Saying his corny but sweet pick up lines..

"No..."-Me

"Cos Zoe, I just keep gettin lost in your eyes" kinikilig na kinurot ko siya sa pisngi.. Ewan ko ba pero ang saya pala no.. When you already meet your forever.. Yes I can his my forever now.. Hindi ko alam kung anong mangyayari sa akin kung mawala siya..

"I really love your eyes Zoe.. It's remind me of someone.." napatigil ako sa pagkurot ng pisngi niya.. Who's  that someone? Do't tell me someone he love??

"Everyone say that to me.. Especially the man of my past" totoo naman eh.. They always say that they love my eyes.. Sometimes kasi when I looked at the mirror i can say that my eyes is Black but when i looked again it will change to brown.. I don't know how but that was my eyes..

"Maybe they can say that because when I saw you I'm already attracted to your eyes.. That was the most attracted part in you" pinisil ko ang kaliwa at kanan niyang pinsgi.. Ewan ko ba sa taong to..

"Zoe.. close your eyes" kahit na nagtataka ako pumikit parin ako..

"What do you see?"-ICE

"Nothing"-Me

"That's my life without you" Naluluha na niyakap ko siya.. I am so lucky to have him right? Kaya hindi niyo ako masisisi kung gusto ko siya to be my Forever..

To be the man I wanna grow old together..

Maya-maya nagsimula na ang exam namin.. It's pretty easy.. Lahat ng pinag-aralan namin kahapon ni ICE lumabas lahat.. No wonder we can get a higher score this time.. Kahit na puro lambingan kami kahapon nagawa ko paring mag-aral nung gabi.. Pero kung iisipin ko talaga..

I can say that ICE is the one who can distracted me while Gregie is the one who gave inspiration to me.. Kasi noon if we will have a quiz libro agad ang kaharap ko and Gregie will understand me.. Syempre I'm at higher section while him is in the 3rd section.. But when it comes to ICE.. Hindi nalang libro ang lagi kung nakakaharap.. Maski siya kaharap ko na din.. pero okay lang.. I love him that much eh..

AFTER a couple of hours natapos na din kami sa magsasagot ng test papers kaya as usual.. Gala ang gusto nila..

"So saan tayo?"-Mithcy.. Napaisip ako.. there was a place in my mind that i really miss a lot.. A place where me and Gregie loves to hang-outs..

"Couz, Mozilla Vista"-Me, she smiled and nodd.. Maganda kasi doon.. Bukid siya but not that far mahangin doon at tahimik in short a romantic place... Pumupunta kami doon nila Gregie together with his barkada's and my friends too.. Mag-uusap lang kami o kaya naman sila ang magpapatawa sa akin.. Gaya ng mga naalala ko...

Pinabili nila si Shawn at Jay (Gregie's Friends) ng Ice water.. Pagbalik nila may kinakain si Shawn na halo-halo.. No not that cold halo-halo.. Yung kinakain niya kasi ay junk foods na halo-halo.. Then humingin si Gregie at ibinigay ng buo ni Shawn yu at itong si Gregie diniritso niya ng kain.. Napahagalpak kami ng tawa ng malaman namin na bato pala ang laman nung halo-halo.. I mean inubos na pala ni Shawn and he act as if may kinakain siya which is wala naman..  know it's not a good joke pero kasi priceless ang mukha ni Gregie kaya wala kaming nagawa kundi ang tumawa..

"Zoe" napatingin ako kay ICE, andito na pala kami.. Hinila ko siya palayo sa mga kasama namin at dinala sa isang place kung saan kita doon ang City.. Niyakap naman niya ako patalikod..

"I love you Zoe, God knows how happy I am to have you.. I am so Lucky to meet a girl like you.. Hindi tayo nag-aaway coz you always understand me.. Thank you so much" napangiti ako sa sinabi niya.. Yes hindi kami nag-aaway kasi kahit nagseselos na ako hindi ko sinasabi sa kanya.. Im scared.. Scared that if i will espress my true feelings to him na nasasaktan ako baka mawala siya sa akin..

"I love you too ICE, God knows how scared I am for my thought that I can lose you anytime..." hinarap niya ako sa kanya..

"No i won't leave you like what they did to you.. I love you at ikaw lang.. I promise" the bend down and

Kissed me..

His right wala akong dapat ikatakot kasi mahal niya ako at mahal ko din siya..