Author's note: Another 1k words! Omg I'm soo inspired hehe
Chapter 17
Jealousy , why the fluffin' af Zayn is easy to get jealous with someone? He didn't know if it's the way his 'friends' laugh with Harry or the way Harry is too close to JP. But he do knew it was both. It also hurts that it looks like Harry replaced him. But why Harry? Of all people, why Harry? Niall's bestfriend also his sidekick whenever they are beating him? Does Sunshine know that? Will she act like it's just nothing? It hurts Zayn. So much. He know his attitude makes everything worst. Like the way he just get angry to them, he tried understanding every situation. Believe me he tried. But he can't fucking help himself, he want's to be happy too! He always the one who sacrifice something to make someone happy.
Zayn looked up at the house he knew he have to avoid it. But he have to do this, she'll maybe understand him. Perrie . He go around the house trying not to get caught by their dog Waffles, maybe it was named by Niall.. because Niall loves waffles ( he do loves every foods tho ). And then he looked up at the usual big tree and climbed on it, his foot on the strong branches. Reaching out to another and finally made it up to the big window, then he gently knock on it three times. After those knocking, Perrie came out and helped him inside the smile on her face is now glowing. " ZJ ! Ohh I miss you visiting me ! " Perrie greeted and Zayn smiled back on her.
" I miss you too, how's your eyes? The view? Was it all good? " Zayn asked worriedly and Perrie's smile become wider " I miss seeing everything ! They're all amazing than before ! " She exclaimed and Zayn just looked down for a moment, remembering that he was the reason she become blind before.. also the reason why Niall beat him until now. Perrie must have read his mind that she frowned. " I-I.. wish I was the one who got blind back time.. you.. deserve every color's Perrie. " He cried he was the reason and yet Perrie just smiled, but you can see the sadness in her eyes. " I thought we have talked about this Zayn? It wasn't your fault! C'mon, just treat me to starbucks yeah? "She said wiping Zayn tears and she smiled at him again. Zayn sighed and nod his head.
Zayn really want to thank Perrie for being one of his friends.
'' Now c'mon , go down the tree again and wait me. I'll just get change " Perrie said pushing Zayn onto the window. " Alright , alright! No need to push ! " Zayn chuckle " We need to hurry though! Byeee " She said as he completely climbed off again the tree smiling. After a couple minutes later, finally Perrie is done. She is wearing a crop top with a jacket on and her skinny jeans with a fur boots, her hair is braid up and wearing a bright red lipstick with eye liner on. " Wow, you look... Summer winter-ish " Zayn described and Perrie laugh " I call it my style ! " She replied.
They didn't walk though, they used Zayn's bike and wen't to starbucks. After parking, they enter'd the coffee scented starbucks and wen't to sat down on one of the starbucks sofa. Zayn ordered for the both of them. " So , may I ask why did you visit me earlier? You must have reason. " She asked and then their coffee's arrived. " Nothing really, just... want to see how are you " He replied sipping his drink glancing on his phone and Perrie drinks her's too. " I told you I'm fine! We'll Niall is being weird these days.. but how about you? How are you Zaynie? Also your crush ! " The moment she asked him those, he felt the pang on his chest. How would he answer? Fine? Good? It will be a lie. And he always lie to Perrie, she didn't deserve's lies when she is the most kindest friend Zayn ever had, she is like his sister too.
" I .. uh.. confessed to her.. and she.. don't like me back. Sadly " He said honestly, his eyes downing and she frowned once again. She didn't like seeing Zayn sad. " You're okay Zayn, you're okay " Zayn didn't know what she mean't but he just nod his head. He is Okay . " I wish I really was, now I got fight with Sunshine. She hates me, I think everyone hates me right now. " He said, he felt like crying again. But no, not in front of her again, or anyone else in this public area. " Zayn , just make things right okay? and I swear, she don't hate you. She can't hate you ! All of you have reasons, and I will never hate you. You're my friend Zayn. " She said holding his hand and Zayn bit his lip. She's too good for him. Always there for him, but he was never there for her.
( A/n: I'm kind of drunk on this part, gomenasai )
" Thank you Perrie. " He said. " I promise, I'll... I will make everything right.. " He said , his eyes glossy but he smiled. " Nothing's right when someone is hurt " She said. And Zayn, didn't have any idea what she means. But Zayn knew she is trying to comfort him and he is glad. " I feel like I've been replaced.. with Harry. " He said and then Perrie let go of Zayn's hand. " Harry? Harry Styles? " Perrie ask, her eyes wide her cheeks flush, the familiar name made her suddenly felt cheerful inside but she insist it since she's with Zayn.
" Yeah, he is getting close to my called-friends in school and he is so close to JP ! I'm jealous , is he greater than me? Funnier than me? What if Jp like him? " Zayn panicked, letting out his thoughts more than ever before. " Shush ZJ ! Harry is kind! Also, don't think like that ! " She said then Zayn could feel his blood boiling again " Kind? He beats the shit out of my face before ! That wasn't kind ! "
Oops, did Zayn just said that?
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