A/n: Heyyyyy ! Sup, Yes , this story will only be 35 chapters because love is life ! Anyway enjoy ! ( i love this chapter I'm listening to Pillowtalk while typing with tears )
Chapter 22
What is the difference between light and dark? They're both just a contrast of a color. Both stands out the most among the others. You just have to choose which you'll be with. What is the difference between hell and heaven? They're both paradise. Both for peoples who needs them. You just have to choose which path.
But when you fell in love. You'll be blind by everything. Too much to think for another thing. We never hear'd enough love that we wasn't sure anymore when we are experiencing it or not. Do we need signs of love? Like what we know from stories, movies and novels? Does it really need a firework whenever you kiss the right person?
We're all blind, but love is not. Zayn fall in love once , but that doesn't mean he will never love again. He knew nothing last forever, but he will be brave to make it happen even in just a little of time. Love dont always come around, love doesn't last forever. But we have to accept it and appreciate it too.
Zayn Love Jp, he don't know why , how or when. Its just whenever the darkness came, he'll look at Jp. She's like a star, from the darkness she stands out the most. She become the light of his dark. Which made Zayn feel he doesn't need to be afraid anymore. That night when she saved him, he saw her as a star.
Zayn don't realize all of that, he's too blind of her lightness that he become blind of her light. He wants her to love him too. But when he saw Jp and Niall kissing, everything went dark again. He face the truth. You love someone without their love back as much as you do. But you have to accept it and appreciate it too.
Should he stop them? Should he say something? No. He run away, its his paradise and his war zone. A minute ago, he was happy being friends again his family and everything. Until he noticed Jp back up with Niall that he excused to them and saw nothing but Jp and Niall kissing.
Too much Light can blind you, but too much Dark can kill you. His paradise, and his war zone. Both he loved and both he is afraid of. He can't keep running away from everything.. But he can't stop crying.He don't know why, but all he just wished is to be happy. Happy, but maybe everything will be if he kill his dark. If he let the light against him to win.
" I'm not afraid, I am brave " He whispered crying running to his house then took all of his stuffs. And go away with his Bike. Where he will go? Will he forget everyone? His Darkness is affecting everyone's light. He's just like the Darkness, with thousands of stars around him.
Among the thousands of beautiful stars around the sky, Darkness is just nothing. But a color, a lonely one.
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