Sam's Depressing Story (Samgladiator RP fanfic)[COMPLETED]

Chapter 6: Fire

Sam's POV

I was laying on the couch. Blanking staring at the tv. Nothing was on, I didn't bother to turn it on either. I texted Yuki hours ago but she never returned the message. I wonder what she is doing... I looked out the window. It was dark. I got up from the couch and I walked over to the kitchen. "Maybe if I do self harm... Things can feel much easier." I said while opening the chest and taking out the knife Yuki gave me long ago.

I looked at myself in the mirror. My eyes were red from crying. My hair was a mess from me pulling on it, and violently running my hands through it. I looked at the knife another time. I stared it at, should I do it? I looked outside. The night was clear, there were no clouds so you could see the stars clearly. "Someday I'll be dead and no one will care, no one. I am useless. I am a failure..." I mumbled while looking up. A tear shed while the wind blew me, causing my hair to cover my eyes.

I allowed it, I didn't care. I don't care about how things turn out for me. What could go wrong anyway? Not like things are already bad for me... I looked down and spotted Grian. He was walking with Taurtis, Chan, and Silly. They were laughing about something. I kept looking at them walk while Chan looked up and spotted me. "Look, the loser is looking at us! Let's diss him!" Silly said while laughing.

"You suck! Kill yourself, no one likes you! Yuki doesn't even like you, she's pity dating!" Chan shouted at me. The last part was what hurt me the most. Yuki doesn't really love me? "Don't say that!" I heard Grian scold Chan. Taurtis didn't say anything, he just looked at me and then continued walking. "I could've said worse." I heard chan said while they continued to walk.

I went inside of the living room and then sat back on the couch while I sighed. I put the knife near my wrist and then took a deep breath. I closed my eyes while I gave myself a cut. I gasped in pain while I quickly dropped the knife on the ground. I slowly opened one eye as I saw blood drip on my jeans. The cut was deeper than it should've been. "I shouldn't have done that..." I said while I continued to watch it drop. I got up and then got some paper towels to clean up the mess. I don't know what to do about the cut though.

After I cleaned up the small mess on the floor, I went to the sink and washed the wound lightly. I bit my lip in pain as I dried it with a napkin again. I then dug into the medical kit and found a big band-aid to put on it. So I did. "I should cook something..." I said quietly while I looked in the fridge. There was nothing inside. I checked the cabinets and there was Mac N' cheese. I grabbed it and then started to boil water.

I walked to my room and the laid down on the bed while I looked at the pot from my bed. "I'm tired of everyone..." I said while I rested my eyes...

In Sam's dream...

I awoke in a weird place. I looked at my surroundings. I felt weird. When things started forming I remembered where this was... The game. The game that ruined everything! "YOU GOT THIS SAM!" Yuki shouted while I had the ball in hand. I looked down at it and then at my cheering teammates.

Rowan was thrilled, he looked very excited while the other team's couch threw the towel into the trash can while walking away. I looked at the guy, he was ready to take whatever was thrown at him. I took a deep breath and then threw it at him. "YEAH!!!" Okami shouted as she lit up a firework. When it hit the guy, the firework exploded. The ball bounced off his leg, it was official. The team won

"YANDERE HIGH WINS!" The referee announced as everyone went crazy on my team and lifted me up. In that moment the fumes from the firework lit up a rope, causing a fire. Everyone spotted it, and ran off... It actually started to smell like an actual fire too... Weird, dreams feel so real that it's eerie!

In the real world...

I smelled something burning... Was mom baking cookies? Mmm, mom's cookies... I could use some right now... It was getting worse though. Is mom ok? Did she burn the cookies? I coughed while I had a weird amount of carbon dioxide enter my lungs. Was this normal? I opened my eyes and heard the fire alarm beeping like crazy. I looked around and the air was filled with gray smoke. I looked at the kitchen and it was covered in flames!

My fight or flight instinct kicked in and my eyes shot wide open. "Holy crap!" I said while I looked around. I spotted the conveniently placed fire hydrant in the kitchen. So I grabbed it and it was too hot to touch. "Ow!" I said as it rolled into the fire, away from safe grasp. I looked around and grabbed my Mr. Snugglemuffins. The fumes jumped and landed on my shirt. It was catching on fire, I ran into the bathroom, putting off the fire while I ran out to the balcony, with so little spacing between the fire and myself.

"HELP!" I shouted while coughing. No one was there. No one would've cared anyway. I coughed again while I started feeling light headed. While I continued to walk to the door I collapsed and fainted...