Chapter 12

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Several weeks later

Sam's POV

PE was really boring. I had no one to talk to or anything... No one would come close to me anyway. I think they already forgot about the game, but still hate me for some reason. I went over to the bathroom so I could get away from everyone. They would usually make fun of the way I run and jump when we're doing obstacle courses. They make fun of how I jump like a rabbit, because I'm half...

When I was on my way to the bathroom I saw Yuki and Dom making out in the gym. I awkwardly walked passed them. I looked at Yuki and she opened one eye. She closed it as soon as she noticed it was me. I sighed and then continued walking, I still love her... Hopefully someday she'll realize that Dom isn't what he seems, and come back to me. I highly doubt she will.

The hallways were very bare. Everyone was in class, and nobody was out to go to the bathroom. It was dead silent. It was peaceful. 'Remember, Sam, you're worthless! Yuki was your one. Dom took her away because you're so PATHETIC.' I thought to myself. I was starting to believe these thoughts. Maybe I am worthless. Am I some kind of mistake? An error that wasn't supposed to be? Am I just something god failed to compute with?

'No one will ever love you again.' I thought once more. I entered the bathroom and then looked at the mirror. I splashed water onto my face, like I always do. I had to keep myself awake. These thoughts had me up all night... I can't sleep anymore. I looked at myself. It was much worse than I imagined. I took my phone out and compared myself again. I was even more beat up than I was already.

I looked at the back of myself and noticed a ghost right behind me. I turned around and it was Salex. "Hi Salex." I said while she came down, she was hovering over me. "Hey Sam. Feeling down?" She asked. "Yeah, no one in this school wants me here. I think I should just... Leave the school." I informed her while putting my phone back in my pocket. She looked at me with her ghostly eyes while she flipped her hair.

I couldn't really put my finger on it, but it felt strange. Her presence. But it somehow feels different in a good way. "I don't think everyone here hates you. We're still considered apart of this school Sam." She said while Gareth appeared behind her. "You were a great student in my class, Sam. It was your friend Taurtis who brought you down." He told me while I noticed the rope on his hand. I didn't have the same fear I used to. In fact, I felt no fear at all.

I didn't really care if he killed me, my classmates were already slowly doing that to me. But what he said intrigued me. "What are you suggesting?" I asked him. He chuckled while he closed his eyes and leaned on the bathroom door. "You were always under his shadow. He took all the glory. Everyone liked him more than you. It was so obvious even I saw it, and I was a depressed teacher at the time. The girls wanted him more than they wanted you. Everyone thought he was much cooler. It's all there, Sam. He brought you down. In that moment, you thought it would've been better if Taurtis had taken the shot instead. They would've been more merciful on him, not on you. That's why you choked, and didn't use all your force." He explained while he opened his eyes at the end. "And all because he put you down."

"You're right. Now that you say that you ARE right." I told him while I looked at Salex. She looked at me back and then gave me a sympathetic look. "I would hug you, but I can't." She said while I shrugged my shoulders. "It's fine I guess, well thanks for opening my eyes. I'll remember that..." I said while I walked away from the bathroom. The bell rang, so I was able to go to the hospital now to check up on my parents.

When I was on my way, I was stopped by Grian. "Hey Sam." He greeted while we went to where the bell is, it's in front of the school. "Hi Grian..." I said softly.

"You ok? Anything new?..." He asked while I nodded. "My dad... He's dying." I said while I heard Dom laughing. "You're dad is dying! Mine is just a jerk and slowly dying because he's stupid!" Dom said while he walked over to me and Grian. "That doesn't even make sense." I said while he scoffed. "What do you know? You're just a piece of crap." He said while smacked me behind the head.

"Dom, shut up." Grian said as he shoved him back. "You're no better than he is, so just shut the hell up." Dom rolled his eyes and then laughed. "Whatever." He said while he shot me a look. "You wanna fight me?" I shook my head while looking away. "I should really go now." I said while slowly walking away.

"Hmph, chicken." Dom said while smirking. "Yeah, whatever." I said while walking away to the hospital. On my way there I was thinking the same thoughts again... I sighed, realizing I had to deal with this all the time now...

Later

I was front of the room where my dad was and when I was about to enter my mo halted me. "Sam." She said with tears in her eyes. I looked around and my dad wasn't around. I was in fear of what might've happened to him. "Your father is dead... He died just moments ago." She said while I slowly walked over to a chair and then stared into the ground. "He's gone." I mumbled. A tear fell down my felt cheek as I repeated the same words. "He's gone..."

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Meh: well Sam I got like 20 votes last chapter so people do care about chu -.-

Sam: yay people actually care!

Dom: NO THEY DONT

Meh: stfu fegget before I quick scope you

Dom: 0-0 *runs away*

Sam: my dad just died though...

Meh: so sad.  1 vote = 1 sympathy letter to Sam!

Sam: no you can't ask the readers to vote for something every chapter!

Meh: or else wut?

Sam: or else they won't vote.

Meh: but it's for you ^~^

Sam; right! Vote away guys!

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