19. new year new me

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last week i lost my virginity. its been kinda weird since then but its kinda a good weird. jack and i are a lot closer now. its almost like theres no limit to what we tell each other. anyways carmen is having a party tonight so we're obviously gonna be there. her and noah broke up last week so she needs a few drinks tonight. im not quite sure who's gonna be at this party. partying with some of these people can be weird. but it's a party, we'll be weird.

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when we got there carmen's house had people poring out of it. the way she takes breakups is like how someone takes their favorite sports team losing to the rival.. not very well. "HEYYY YA'LL!" carmen said as she was completely wasted and it was only 9. we had til midnight to keep her contained. "Bryn sweetheart," she said to me while grabbing my head, "I need you to do me a favor." "Sure, what's up," I said hesitating a little. "The guy with the cute black and red hair, go get his number for me." "Cammy that'd your neighbor, you've know B for 16 years." "that's Lil B from like when I we were 7 and he kissed me on the swings and I told him I wasn't his mom. that B?" "yes that B" "oh well." than she walked away. I thought I was bad with a little bit of alcohol in me.

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it was around eleven when I found jack again out of all the people. he said he had something to show me.

-Jacks POV-

I had planned a lot from the time I met Bryn to now. the way I would ask her to make life official has been the main thing I have been thinking of. earlier I had jess break in and she put rose petals in a heart in the backyard, so at midnight I could ask.

11:55pm

"bryn," I said as we walked through the backyard and stopped in the roses, " I have been thinking a lot about you and me. and if you want to start a family we can, but I want to be married first. so Bryn will you make me the happiest man alive and become my wife."

"I'm sorry, not yet, I need time to think."

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