Rain....Is it really that good?

Time to Have Some Fun

Around ten at night the front door closes and the house goes silent. I had half an hour to kill till Cecil came so I decided to make myself some dinner. I go downstairs to the kitchen when I see a note on the table. I pick it up and open it seeing as it had my name on it.

            I don’t know why you’re mad at me but I’m sorry if it’s something we can’t get over. So while I’m writing this I’m pretty sure since I’m 16 I’ll be going to social services soon and I want to make a living for right now before I leave. I don’t think you want me around but if you do well I don’t really know if you do or you don’t so I’m just going to leave if I feel like it but I think that might hurt you. I don’t know if I’m doing the right thing but I’d really love to get to know you. You saved me from my father and I will forever be worthy of that. So this note is just saying thanks and can we talk when I  get home. Please?

                                                                                    Sapphire

            I reread the note almost a hundred times. I start feeling guilty about the 30th time I’ve read it. I put the note down and put my head in my hands. I hear a knock on my front door and I swear Cecil was here. I stand up and answer the door seeing Cecil standing there in just a very short miniskirt and a crop top that shows her perfectly tanned stomach her belly ring was shining in the light of the porch. I smile as I take in her long bleached blonde hair and super long legs. I wrap my arms around her waist and pull her to me as she giggles. Do I really care anymore? Sure Sapphire will be always the one that I care about the most but for now I’m 18 and I should have some fun. She kisses my neck suggestively and looks at me with her chocolate brown eyes and I completely lose it. I take her up to my room knowing full well that Sapphire won’t be back till late. I lay her on my bed and she runs her hands down my chest. I moan slightly and kiss her like she was water that I haven’t had in years. I keep kissing her while her hands are in my hair. She slowly takes off my shirt and stares at me scares that have faded and gasps. I crash my lips back onto hers to stop her from saying anything as my hand goes to the middle of her back slightly pushing her up to me to bring her closer to me. She moans and I slightly bite the bottom of her lip and she gives me entrance. I take the advantage and start kissing her neck. She moans and digs her fingers into my back. That’s one thing I don’t like about her. She does that then I have marks later. I ignore that and keep making out with her trying to forget about Jared and Sapphire. But of course I can’t. I felt like I was hurting Sapphire somehow being with Cecil even though we weren’t a couple yet. But I want us to be. I pull back and see a confused Cecil for a second before she flips us over and she straddles me. Did I want it? Yes but I’m a guy for God sake but I didn’t want to having it with Cecil. She would probably just go around and gloat. That’s what she did last time anyway. I opened my mouth to say stop but she crushed her mouth onto mine. I close my mouth and she pulls back and pouts. I shake my head and move her to the side of my bed. I stand up and pace around my room thinking of Sapphire and how I’m hurting her. I run my hands through my hair and see Cecil watching me. She was staring at me trying to figure something out and when she finally did her mouth dropped in a perfectly glossed ‘o’ and smiles.

“You’re in love” she says matter-of-factly. I stare at her giving her an ‘are you crazy?’ look and go back to pacing. But she didn’t get the hint to shut up. I finally tuned her out until she grabs my arm. She gives me a frown, “Listen to me. If you love this girl and she doesn’t know it then you’re stupid for not telling her and you really should because I’ve never had a guy stop before even going past the making out. So I guess you could say this is the first time it’s happened to me but anyway side tracked. Something’s holding you back and I wanna know what it is. Is she taken? Is she in a gang? Tell me I’m one of your closest girlfriends you’ve ever had even though we never did stay together as long as I wanted but I’m here to help I’m still the little geek I was when I was younger.” That’s one of the things I love about Cecil. When we were younger she wasn’t the beautiful babe she was now she had glasses in elementary school and still had them in middle school but she got braces then. Her teeth were so bad that she had to keep them till the beginning of summer when we were entering high school. I didn’t see her that summer usually we hung out at the library or at each other’s houses. I didn’t worry about it and that summer I started hanging with the guys and getting some muscle while spending more time at the beach working on my tan. Beginning of high school I was talking with some of the guys when they look behind me and their mouths drop open. I turn to see Cecil walking towards us with a perfect tan, a belly ring, ears pierced multiple times and of course her beautiful chocolate brown eyes which weren’t hidden behind glasses anymore. She comes and gives me a hug while I get envious glances from multiple guys. She changed a lot but deep down she was the same little girl I met in elementary school. I smile and nod as I tell her everything. Well not everything but the stuff on the need to know stuff. When I’m done she’s shocked and I start pacing again. I hear the door downstairs open and I know Sapphire is home. Cecil gives me a smirk and runs downstairs to meet the girl that has me so wrapped up about things. I follow and see Sapphire giving Cecil a weird look. I show up behind Cecil and Sapphire gives us both a look saying that she knows what’s going on I shake my head and Cecil tells me she has to go. She kisses my cheek and leaves. Sapphire clears her throat and I smile at her. She was jealous I was sure of it.

“Did you get my note?” she asked rather shyly

I nod and sit at the table. She sits on the other side of the table. Her hair was a little messed up and that made me a little mad. Had they made out on the first date? She notices my eyes going to her and she smooth’s it down telling me the wind did it. I look outside and sure enough there was a really strong wind outside. Oh god I hope it doesn’t shut the power off that usually happens whenever there’s wind or a huge storm. Sure enough the lights go out and I can only see the outline of Sapphire. I tell her to stay there while I go find some candles. I feel around and find the kitchen and the place where we keep the candles. I take them to the table and try to find something to light it with but all the matches were gone and the lighter was out of fluid. The room suddenly fills with candle light as I see Sapphire lighting candles with her lighter. I smile and sit back down. She sits back down and we stare at each other for a while before she blushes and looks away. I pick up her note again and read it. I place it on the table and study her. The way the candle made her hair shine, the way it makes her eyes glimmer with excitement. It made me think what that excitement was for. Unexpectedly she comes over to my side of the table and sits on my lap slightly. I look at her shocked at first and I see that she was bringing her face closer to mine. Before I could think about it she kisses me softly. I kiss her back and realize that her lips are as soft as I thought. She pulls away and blushes while mumbling that she’s never done that before. I put my finger under her chin and lift it back up so I can see her eyes. In them I could see all her emotions; she was like an open book. In her eyes I saw fear, excitement, and just a little bit of love. She couldn’t love me could she? If she did then my life just became complete. I think about Jared though. Maybe it wasn’t a good thing that she came right to me after their date. I’ll have to ask her about it when I get back to normal life instead of just staring at her lips. I kiss her again and this time we go for a lot longer but she pulls away as she yawns. I smile and kiss her forehead telling her to go to bed. She nods and goes upstairs. I hear the door to her room close and I smile. I started blowing out the candles when the door opens. It was raining outside and it was coming down hard. I looked up expecting to see my mom and Tony but in the doorway was the man I hated the most. In the doorway was the man that made my life hell. My father.