Chapter 9.

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Axel's P.O.V
So he cuts himself again...Jesus. I did it to him, I'm not even going to blame anyone else but me. His poor little body is going to lose blood again. I feel so sick with myself I just can't.

I was right now taking a shower with him and he seemed to be enjoying my company. As much as seeing him happy makes me feel good when I feel bad, I still feel guilty...very guilty.

"Axel what's wrong?" He asked. "It's nothing Baby." I said as I continued to wash his chest. "Axel we've been together for five years why would you try lie to me?" He asked with a cocky little smile. I smiled and kissed his cheek gently. "I'm sorry, I just don't want to depress you with my mood." I said.

"Well please depress me, I wanna make you feel like you're not alone." He said. I bit my lip. Do I really want to tell him? "I'll tell you when we're dry." I said. He grumbled before nodding.
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"Well, tell me already." He said as he came to sit next me on the bed. I ran a nervous hand through my hair before sighing. "I feel bad...for making you cut yourself again." I said finally. "Axel, it's okay. I made the decision to cut myself and I only did it because I hurt you by leaving and I couldn't stay, it was just the overwhelming emotion of depression, it's not your fault." He said. I couldn't look at him, I still felt so guilty.

"Axel please look at me." He said. I looked at him hesitantly but finally just looked at him. His cute little face made me feel a little better, he is one gorgeous man. The way he looks at me gets my heart racing all the time, his kisses take my breath away, everything about him just gets me all giddy giddy inside.

"I shouldn't have let you leave Baby Boy, I'm sorry." I said as I pulled him into a hug. He hugged back and cuddled into my chest. He loves to cuddle so damn much like wow, he might even love it more than me. "Axel it's not your fault, I know myself well and I would've cut myself even if I stayed." He whispered but I heard.

I stroked his hair gently and sighed. "I still feel guilty." I said after a moment of silence. "Well then let's do something today." He suggested. "Baby it's Sunday." I pointed out dryly. He scoffed as he pulled away from me. "So, we could pick up Nori and go out for dinner then take a bunch of family piccies!" He shouted excitedly.

"What are piccies?" I asked. "Pictures you dumb...oh and we can take them in a photo booth and go to the arcade and play games, it'll be so much fun!" He screamed. "Riley, we have work and Nori has school tomorrow." I said.

"We can skip work and she can skip school, it's just one day plus this would be good for a photo album." He said. "Baby I dunno, doing all that today..." I trailed off. "Tonight, night time is the best time to be out and about." He stated. "Riley we can't ju-" I tried to speak but he cut me off by grabbing my shirt and pulling me to his face before yelling..."PLEASE AXEL!!!!"

I blocked my ears but it didn't help. He was just that loud. "Riley stop!" I tried to yell over him but failed miserably. I wasn't about to just give him this, just like Nori he needs to be taught how to accept a big fat N-to the-O.

But I couldn't take the screaming and shouting, it was just so much. I was going to give up and say fine when I thought of another way to get him quiet. I smirked deviously before grabbing his face and kissing him passionately. That shut him up instantly. "I got something better just you and I could do tonight." I whispered seductively.

He moaned softly and clung to me like a baby monkey would to it's mom. He kissed back so eagerly it wasn't even funny. Our breathing became shallow as our kiss got hotter, like I couldn't imagine a hotter kiss than the one we shared yesterday night.

"I still wanna do it Axel, kissing me won't change my mind, and just so you know...I know what makes you my bitch Daddy." He whispered in a sexy, flirtatious and seductive tone. He pulled away from me and pushed me into a lying down position before he straddled me.

He started to rub himself against me and I just couldn't help but moan. "Please Daddy." He begged as he ground on my with his junk. "N-no." I said stubbornly. He came close to my face and opened his mouth. He purposely breathed on my lips to make me crave a kiss. I swear to god he's a drug to me, he just gets too sexy sometimes.

He bit his lip sexily before he ghosted his lips over my neck, making me want him to give me a hickey. I wanted to hold him so badly but he kept pushing my hands away. "Give in Daddy and I'll stop your suffering." He whispered before he licked my ear.

I moaned quietly as he started to rub himself against me faster. He was moaning himself and made sure I heard every last one of his sweet little moans. "Daddy..." He whispered as he licked his lips. He went down to my pants and started to play with me through my pants.

This is kinda familiar...

I couldn't take it anymore, he had truly defeated me. "Fine, we'll do it." I said. He smiled excitedly and went back to straddling me. I pushed us over and attacked his lips. He started to giggle as I pulled away from him and tickled him. "You little trouble maker." I said as I tickled him. He was back to cute and innocent.
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