Riley's P.O.V
"That ho." I snarled viscously when I came back from dropping Nori and Samantha off at school. Axel was at his moms place and he'd be back in a few seconds. The house was still clean and normal except for the fact that there was toy stuffing all over the floor.It was the stuffing that Mr Mar-Mar was stuffed with. And Mr Mar-Mar is the teddy bear Axel gave me for my birthday. You know that life sized one, yea that one.
She cut his arm and threw the stuffing around like a maniac. And the scary part is that she was able to get into the house without triggering the alarm system. A few seconds Axel arrived and I was still standing in the middle of the room looking at Mr Mar-Mar arm on the floor.
"R-Riley what happened?" Axel asked as we examined the room. "Lisa happened." I answered bitterly. The more I stared at the mess the more I wanted to cry. That teddy bear meant a lot to me.
I snuffled and that was enough to make Axel embrace me. "Don't cry Baby, I'll get you a knew one." He offered as I cried into his chest. "I don't w-want a knew o-one!" I cried into his chest. He held me tighter and kissed my hair. "Then we'll fix him okay, I promise he'll be okay Baby Boy." He whispered soothingly.
"You p-promise...?" I asked as I calmed down. "Yes Riley, I promise." He replied before kissing me gently. He pulled away before I could kiss back and smiled sweetly. I gave him a weak smile in return which made him frown a little.
He pulled me back into a soft hug which made me feel better. I hugged back tightly as I cuddled into his chest. I was still quite mad though. This is just fucked up, so very fucked up.
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We tried to fix him, but it didn't go too well. We tried but he was still not looking like himself, but it was okay because I still had my living and breathing teddy bear and that's Axel.Axel sighed as we finished packing away the sewing stuff. He looked mad and frustrated. "Axel it's okay." I said to calm him down. "No, it's not okay." He said as he turned his back to me. "Axel please look at me." I said softly.
"Why? If I do something horrible will probably happen and it'll be my fault." He mumbled but I heard. "Axel what are you talking about, everything's fine." I said reassuringly. "Is it Riley? You have someone trying to kill you, you almost died, I've hurt you, you almost killed someone, you know how to use a gun, you have a daughter that isn't in any blood way yours, your emotions have been played with, I've broken your heart and you've cried more times than anyone should in five fucking years. So don't tell me everything's fine when clearly it's not." He said as he looked at me.
Well then damn.
"Axel what are you trying to say?" I asked confusedly. "I'm not trying to say anything, I'm trying to tell you that you were okay before you met me, I've ruined you." He spoke softly, as if he was afraid of his own words. I didn't quite understand why he was so frustrated, we'd had this conversation a million times.
"Axel I was ruined before you met me." I said lowly. "And you were okay before you met me too. And you probably still would be if it hadn't been for me loving you and not wanting to ever let you go. I'm the reason all this shit is in your life...I'm such a screw up." He sighed frustratedly.
Oh no.
I forced his eyes to meet my teary ones. "Axel don't say things like that, I-I love you, with or w-without the drama that c-comes with you...please d-don't talk l-like that." I said as I started to cry.
"If it weren't for you loving and not wanting to let go of me, I-I would be dead or d-doing something I d-didn't want to, I'd be a-alone and miserable without y-you. I wouldn't trade b-being with you a-and your d-drama for anything in the fucking w-world! Why don't you b-believe that?" I cried as I looked into his eyes.
I could see the shame he felt for saying what he did. He hugged me tightly which made me start crying harder. "I'm sorry Baby." He whispered gently. "Don't cry." He continued to whisper. He hugged me tighter and I started to breath heavily.
"I'm sorry, I know you love me...I'm sorry for saying that, I'm so sorry Baby Boy...please stop crying." He said lowly as his grip on me tightened. I was beginning to feel better, all the things he's whispering were making it better. I love hearing him apologize to me and especially when it's something as irrelevant as this.
He always apologizes for the small things because he wants me to feel better, I'm over-sensitive so if he doesn't say sorry it'll get worse and he knows this.
I hugged him back and cuddle into his chest which made him chuckle. "You're so adorable Riley." He said softly. I smiled and hugged him tighter. "I love you." I whispered. "I love you too Riley." He whispered back.
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