Chapter 26.

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Axel's P.O.V
Riley was next to me sleeping with his head on my lap. I stroked his hair calmingly and he was slowly falling asleep. I watched him in admiration, I don't know why though.

Maybe it's because of how beautiful he is, or that he's so cute when he sleeps. I dunno, but he's the most attractive human being I've ever seen in my twenty three years of life. He's absolutely beautiful.

"Axel, I can't fall asleep if you stare at me like that." He said, his voice kinda slurred but not too much. "Then don't sleep, stay up and keep me company." I said sweetly. He smiled before sitting up. He straddled me and wrapped arms around my neck before hiding his head there.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and nuzzled into his neck. We whispered sweet little compliments and 'I love you's' to each other. It was really nice, really nice. His breathe wondered around my skin making my breathing become shallow.

I'm getting turned on by my husbands breath...great.

I guess I was telling the truth when I said everything about him is sexy. "I love you so much." He whispered as he cuddled with me. "I love you too." I whispered back. My phone started ringing and I groaned in annoyance.

Riley picked it up for me and I watched as he spoke. "Hi Nori, how are you?" He asked with a smile. I smiled up at him as he began to have a full on conversation with her. It was so adorable.

I didn't know Riley and her would get along so well to be completely honest. But it's nice to see my first and second people getting along. I love Avier, I really do but he already gets along with the both of us and Nori so yea. He shares second place with Nori but Riley has his own special place in my heart and mind.

It's just all him, no one else, not even me. Just him.

He got of the phone after battling to get her to hang up first and smiled as he put down my phone. I smiled up at him when his eyes were back on me. He smiled sweetly and kissed me.

I kissed back eagerly making him moan. He bit my lip making me grunt in pleasure. "I love you so fucking much Axel." He whispered sweetly. I smiled and held him tighter. "I love you more Riley." I whispered back.

He pulled away from me and raised an eyebrow as a cocky smirk appeared on his face. "I love you way more." He challenged like a little kid. I smiled and pecked his lips making him giggle playfully.

He nuzzled into my neck and I nuzzled into his. "Nori wants to have Sammy over this week, I told her I'll ask you, so yes or no?" He asked. "Sure, as long as I can still smother you in love." I whispered sweetly.

He hugged me tightly as he giggled. He's so adorable.
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Riley and I went to bed early today, everyone did actually. But I was having some trouble sleeping. I don't know why but I just couldn't stay asleep. My nightmares still go on but not as often which I'm happy about.

I just can't sleep. I don't know if it's the fact he might die because of me or just die in general or the fact that I might lose him.

I really love Riley, he's my everything, my one and only. I can't lose him, not in my dreams and not in reality. I still remember the day I discovered I fell for him.

-Flashback-
Riley was fast asleep now. He was tired from everything that happened a few days ago. He tried to leave and something in me didn't want him to. I hurt him and I regret it. He's still in pain, a lot of pain. Because of me.

But I don't know why I care so much, I don't know why I forced him to stay. It makes no sense at all, I don't care about him do I? We don't have a proper relationship, it's just sex. That's all it is.

But he's so fucking adorable. He's sweet and lovely...broken. He doesn't deserve any of this, but I can't let him go. It won't happen.

I stroked his hair as he cuddled into my chest like a little baby. It was cute, I'd never felt this close to anyone before. Not Johnny or Nathan. No one, except him. He's just so cute.

I looked at him as he slept. His cheeks tinted pink, his skin smooth and soft, his lips slightly parted and he had his cute little hands balled up together in the gap between us.

I never realized how gorgeous he is up until now. The way his hair falls around his face, the way he smiles, the way he talks, the ways he walks, the way he laughs, his beautiful little moans and grunts of pleasure...

Whoa.

I don't ever do this, I don't notice these cute little things in anyone...so why am I on him? I asked myself.

Then realization dawned over me when I looked at Riley.

I love him...I love Riley Ashlee Carpenter.
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A/N
Okay so if you haven't guessed it already the second half of this chapter was supposed to be a chapter in the very first book. I wrote it in my notes and forgot about then found it and read over it, I fixed it and now here it is. So yea. And I want to know what book you'd like me to write after this one and it can be anything BoyxBoy except for a fourth installment of Axely (sorry) but yea. You can suggest three to seven things you want and I'll make a plan. Anywho I hope you enjoyed this chapter and as always...
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