kamisama kiss ; tomoe x reader

7: Let's just pretend that never happened!

I nuzzled up to Tomoe's chest, trying to relax myself while he tried to make me calm down with caressing my head. After a little time I finally stopped crying, getting really exhausted from it. My eyelids slowly started to drop and I holded tighter onto him, and before dozing off to sleep again, without knowing, I whispered...:

"I...love...you..."

/Tomoe's POV/

My eyes widdened. The phrase repetead itself endless times in my head. "Love you"? Did she just really said "I Love You"!? What am I even doing here!? I shouldn't allow this stupid wolf yokai to get so attached to me!

But in some way...I liked it...still, I don't understand what she meant when she said "Forgive me" or "Don't leave me again". Did she know me before we even met each other? She always seemed so weird...maybe she actually knows something. Maybe Mikage sent her? Or she tries to do something else?

Either way, this "cuddle session" had to stop. I slowly sat up and laid (Y/N) down on her pillow, trying my best to not wake her up. After I did this, I slowly and mostly quietly made my way out of her room, closed the door and walked back to my room. Entering it I let out a loud sigh and holded my head.

'This was so weird...and...I actually...kinda...liked it...the thought of (Y/N) loving me...makes my heart skip a beat...but there's no way she would love me, I'm sure she was just tired and acidently said this. She surely didn't mean it!', I thought and laid down on my futon. I covered myself with a blanket and let out a deep sigh while I looked at the hand witch wich I caressed (Y/N)'s hair moments ago.

"She definitly didn't mean it...it's too good to be true..."

>[TimeSkip]<

/Your POV/

I slowly opened my eyes. The sun shone into my face, making me blink a few times to adjust my eyes to the light. I sat up and stretched myself, letting out a loud yawn.

"Ah...oh man, I feel like I slept like a rock...", I mumbled to myelf and rubbed my eyes.

"What happened yesterday...? I feel like something happened...but I can't recall right now what...", I continued mumbling while I left my room, going straight to the kitchen.

"Good Morning!"; Nanami greeted me with a bright smile. I returned the gesture and sat down at the table, next to her. Than I looked over to Tomoe who was just making breakfast.

"'Morning Tomoe", I greeted the yokai, also with a bright smile. He just looked shyly at me and noded.

'What's wrong with Tomoe...?', I questioned myself. I suddenly felt like something between us happened last night...thinking about a certain thing I suddenly noticed my face heating up.

'Not...THAT...right...?'

"(Y/N)? Are you ok? Why are you suddenly so red?", I hear Nanami asking, making me slap my hands onto my face.

"NOTHING!", I replied and looked down. I was so confused and worried at the same time!

'Why can't I remember what happened last night!?'

>[Another TimeSkip // Sorry >_<]<

After having breakfast, I walked up to Tomoe (while Nanami wasn't around) and carefully poked his shoulder. Almost letting out a yelp, he quickly turned to me with a blush on his face.

"Tomoe?", I asked confused, blinking a few times. Tomoe rubbed his cheeks (probably trying to get the blush away) and looked a bit away.

"Yes..?"

"Listen...whatever happened last night...let's just pretend that never happened!", I told him quietly and quickly, making sure Nanami wouldn't hear anything of this. After saying so, I turned away and hurried out of the kitchen, also with a slight blush on my face.

/Tomoe's POV/

"Listen...whatever happened last night...let's just pretend that never happened!", was all she said before she hurried out of the room. I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my heart, who knows why. My eyes slightly widdened and my mouth slightly opened, wanting to let words out who never came out. I was just standing there, watching her go away.

'Like I said...she didn't mean it'. I sighed and turned back to making the dishes, a kinda sad expression on my face. I don't understand why it hurted so much...like I would care about rether she loves me or not!

Okay, maybe I actually do care if she..well...likes me or..doesn't hate me..but nothing more!

"Tomoe!", the extreme loud voice of Nanami suddenly rang trough my ears, making them twitch.

"Ouch..! What the heck...!?", I angrily made my way to where Nanami's voice came from (her room) and pushed her door open.

"WHAT!?"

"I need to talk to you!", Nanami said and gestured me to sit down in front of her. I sighed annoyed and sat down.

"I really don't have time for this no-"

"Shush! It's about (Y/N).", she interupted me. I moved my tail slightly and crossed my arms, waiting for her to go on.

"I noticed that she was acting extremly..unnormal today. Now, tell me what happened because I know exactly if I ask her she wouldn't tell me", Nanami said and now crossed her arms too.

"Nothing", I simply lied and was just about to stand up as Nanami suddenly grabbed my wrist and pulled me back down.

"Don't lie at me! You were acting strange, too! So tell me!", she commanded with a more louder tone. I sighed again and shook my head.

"Nothing happened. She only had a nightmare that's all.", I said and Nanami noded

"mhm...what nightmare?", she continued asking. I shrugged, showing that I had no idea.

"Could you please let me go now?", I begged in an annoyed tone. Nanami thought a couple of seconds and than let me go. I than left her room and went back to the kitchen, sitting down at thable and overthought the whole situation.

'But why am I even thinking about this so much? She is just a little wolf yokai godess who isn't even able to weed the yard...', I thought to myself and holded my head.

'And yet...it seems like I have feelings for her...'

'Probably more feelings than I should have...'

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Helloooo!!! Sorry that this chapter is so short, I had to learn quite a lot lately ;-; But the next chapter will be longer, promise!

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