In My Escape, I Fell

Words

I'm so satisfied. I start writing this my birthday last year and now I'm finishing this my birthday this year. I know I wronged you guys, I say it at first that this story will be quick to end but it took me one year. But I'm glad it did. I can't imagine if I finished writing this last year. The content wouldn't be the same.

One thing that I regret is that I put way too much quotes that inspire me (the Ed Sheeran inspired-song was a good inspiration though). But this story didn't felt like me. Definitely more me than Masquerade will ever will (like pft I wrote that when I was like thirteen), but it's not me enough. I like the last part though, the airplane thoughts: his, it felt like me.

Speaking of that chapter title, it was a really random idea. I want some kind of last chapter names but not epilogue because this is not the end of them. Airplane Thoughts seems like the perfect fits. To think about it, it's when they're on the airplane that it finally hit home, that they would never meet again. So thoughts and thoughts just flood in and it's kinda sad.

Oh and I promised you guys the next book containing them right, the one titled The CEO's Heart or something (see, I can't even remember the title and I'm too tired to see). Well, I decided to call it off. I've written few chapter, 8 maybe? And it was better than Masquerade I swear but still, the younger me write it before and the younger me find the idea so it wouldn't felt like me. It would felt like cliché stuffs. In fact, I wrote that CEO first before this story. Along the way writing this story is when I started thinking why don't make this story as a prequel? (thats why I changed Glevon's name to Luca hahahaha I'm so dirty but it turns out to be some good plot, wasn't it?) But it's wrong and I've came to my sense and I won't do it. Sorry. I won't be posting that CEO things. Not like I hate Masquerade either I mean Masquerade has been with me most time it's like my baby but it's not my favorite baby kind of baby.

I know you're wondering how will their story continues. I'm wondering too. There's a lot of possibilities but I'm too afraid to write. Maybe Luca will come to her school and surprises her and then they'll have long distance relationship and I bet it won't be long till they decided they're not good for each other and then broke up and then regretting being in relationship in the first place because it destroy their memories in this island. Maybe they won't see each other ever again and then they'll get married to different people and they'll tell this story to their grandchildren like a top secret. Or maybe Luca will see Leta when she is already in love with other people and at first they don't even recognize each other like the plot of my story, that one tittled CEO something, For The CEO's Love if I'm right, that one which I dropped. Or shouldn't I? What do you guys think?

Anyway thank you for reading this. 9 Chapter in one year means I don't even update this once a month. You guys so loyal. I love you guys.