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{SHINee Onew} ~ Tragic

For Kyoungmii
Everything was fine. Normal.
I had him. Lee Jinki.
He loved me.
But I could not burden him like this. I won't. I can't.
I don't know why I can't stop crying. But the tears keep flowing. I can't make them stop. They won't stop.
Memories flood back to my mind.
The day we met, bumping into each other at a random coffee shop on the corner. The inside made up of various brown furnishings and golden fairy lights.
Our first date, a walk through the most beautiful park I had ever seen. The pink flowers hiding behind each tree trunk, peeping out to greet your eyes as you walked by. The ducks and swans gliding around the pond as we walked over the rustic wooden bridge. The kind of scene you would imagine would be made purely for a set in a high production, high budget Hollywood movie. But it was real. And so was he.
He is my most favourite thing about this world. The way his cheeks swell as he smiles, and his lips curve. Or how round his lips are when he looks puzzled. Or how his eyes turn into little slits of joy when he laughs and the way his hair flops around with any movement. All the observations I have made of him over the past year flooded back to me.
They were soon over come with the memory of the accident. The accident that happened only yesterday. A simple fall down a flight of stairs and a mild concussion. But they kept me in, because;
"A concussion can be very serious."
Even though they never are.
Well, almost never.
As the pain grew, I was sent for an MRI. They found something. A small breakage in the frontmost area of my brain.
It was my sight. That was only seven hours ago. But now, my sight is completely gone. I will never get to again. I can't let him carry that. Carry me.
I have to make him stay away. Forget about me. I stretch my arm out to the cabinet beside my bed, slowly, gently, blindly feeling out for my phone. I hold the home button, giving the command; "Call Oppa," and holding the phone to my ear.
Almost immediately he answers, as if he's been waiting.
"Jagi," he blurts out," jagi are you okay? They won't let me see you. I tried to, I'm so sorry. Are you okay? Please tell me you're fine! You're mother said they kept you in for your concussion, I love you, okay? Please be okay, Jagi." He said everything almost in one breath. The worry was evident in his shaking voice. A tear fell from my eye, and I could hear my heart beating in my ears.
"I don't love you. Please forget about me." I said it as plainly and emotionlessly as I could, hanging up immediately and crying.
I let everything out. Not caring if anyone could hear or not. This pain I am feeling right now is the most pain I have ever experienced. He is too good for me. Especially no-
Arms around me stopped my thoughts as I kept my head down for fear of what has happened to me being discovered. The familiar grip and scent told me who it was immediately.
"How are you here?"
"I was outside the door," Onew answered.
Silence followed. I started to push him away, but his arms were too strong.
"Please, leave me Jinki. Please," my voice quivered.
"Never. I will never leave you, jagi. I told you, I love you. I can't just leave!"
"You have to!" I raised my voice.
I felt his hands on my upper arms and I hung my head lower.
"I will not leave you, do you hear me?"
I nod my head.
"But-"
"You don't have to say it," he hold me again,"I know. And I don't care." I began to sob into his chest," I want to make the world the same as it was for you before. I will not let anything hinder you, or let anything effect you. You're still you, Jagi. You're my girl. And if you think I'm going now, then you're wrong. I have even more reason to love you now. I'm here to stay jagi, I love you."
When you're a really bad author because you haven't been active in like almost six months???? Sorry but honestly school work made me drown and I have had no time for writing and it was awful and I am so so so so so sorry TT^TT