Insane (Butchercup)

Chapter Eleven

Have you ever felt fear rush through your body? Like whenever your mother glares at you or whenever your sibling falls. Or even when you're sleeping and all the sudden you're about to fall out of the bed, yeah that fear.

Sometimes fear are caused by stress or something that happened to you whenever you felt safe. People who fear, also can scare others. Since they know what fear feels like, they tend to either keep people from feeling fear or just let other people feel how they feel everyday.

For Buttercup, her fear is losing herself. She was thinking about the night she snuck out, and saw Butch flying, fighting some demon thing but all at the same time it was a little freaky to her. Sure she was used to see creepy things but she would go on with ehr day, but whenever she saw Butch's red eyes they never seemed to leave her mind.

They held something behind them, such pain but something was back there that wasn't him. She knew that he was fighting it off, whenever he was near certain people, but she couldn't help but to talk to the raven head boy.

You could say it was a crush, but Buttercup wouldn't call it that. She would say it was curiosity in her eyes. Sure she did find him a little cute, but that was it. She just wanted to know about the eyes.

Was it contacts? Was it some trick of her mind? Or she's just going crazy, since her parents divorce. She was considering the last one more, and still focusing on what is on the table.

The eyes caught her attention, she would've passed by and never spoke or even give a second thought about the boy, but when the red eyes came, something stirred inside her. Her mind was full of questions and sometimes they would bring her to her computer looking up some pretty crazy things.

Sometimes she felt like Bella or some other teenagers wondering about the supernatural. Wondering what they are and how did they came here. Even what made them, but she had a strong feeling it was from Satan creating creatures of the night.

Buttercup sighed as she stood up, not knowing what to do. She remembers being in Mitch's jeep, and somehow she ended up in her bed. She was thinking it was some crazy dream she was in now, maybe the red eyes she was dreaming about. But she knew this was an act from her brain from believing anything that she never saw.

Sure she believes in ghost, werewolves, and anything supernatural. But sometimes she would wonder why would she like this thing. How it came to her mind faster than anything else, but then she thinks about how the things came to her mind. But coming from a house of fighting, she knew that it could've been from that.

But sometimes Buttercup would think maybe the whole divorce thing was a dream too. Her mind was becoming some sick twisted place, and she was in a dream that her parents was fighting and they split up. But somehow she knew this wasn't a dream, this was real life.

In her real life, her parents split up, she barely speaks to her brother, she doesn't care for Mitch, the only things she cared about her friends, her sports, and herself. She never really hated herself from her parents splitting up, not any thoughts came to her mind that it was her fault, she would blame it on her parents.

How it was their fault for not staying together, how they split up after a couple of fights. She doesn't believe that you just fall out of love over some fight, she thinks that you're with the wrong person, and she doesn't really mind for dating.

Yes she is with Mitch, but she didn't really ever felt such a love connection with him. She wasn't using him, she knew that he cared for her and she cared for him, just not in a romantic way. But she would get angry if someone said she was using him, cause that was the opposite.

You could say that their relationship was forced, since everyone wanted them to get together. Since they both like sports and other sorts of things, people just forced them in it. So Mitch did develop feelings while she just stayed the friend feelings you could say.

"Buttercup! Your father is sick this week, and your staying with me this weekend!" Her mother yelled as Buttercup sighed and ran a hand through her hair as she started to open her closet looking for clothes.

School wasn't her thing, she would drop out if she could but nowadays you need a degree of some sort to get a job. She was just ready to get out of her senior year and just go to get herself a cheap college and continue playing soccer.

She pulled out a pair of ripe black skinny jeans with a lime green shirt and some black hoodie. She slipped them on, and she found a pair of socks and slipped them on as she grabbed her high tops and slipped them on. She ran a brush through her hair and grabbed her bag as she walked out of her room.

She went to brush her teeth and put some degree on. She walked out and saw her mom cooking breakfast and she sighed as she grabbed her school books and shoved them in her bag. She grabbed a piece of bacon and ate some of it as she walked out.

She saw Blossom and Bubbles walking up towards her and she smiled as she shut the door.

"So did you hear Mitch's jeep crashed last night?" Blossom asked sa Buttercup widened her eyes and slipped her bag over her shoulders.

"Really?" Buttercup asked her.

"Yup, they found it this morning with some guy in the front seat." Bubbles said as they began their walk to school, and Buttercup chewed her bottom lip.

Maybe it wasn't a dream? Buttercup thought as she turned towards her friends.

"Where's Mitch?" She asked sa Blossom shrugged and Bubbles looked over towards her.

"He gotten a ride from one of his friends off of the soccer team." Bubbles said a Buttercup nodded and they stayed quiet for the rest of the walk.

If it wasn't a dream, then what is the raven haired boy? Buttercup thought as they walked in school.

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