He's my Tarzan... (Roman Reigns Fanfic) *COMPLETE *

Chapter 52

Author Note:
I can't believe it, this is the second last chapter to this book. I can't believe its so close to being done. Thank you for everyone who has read since day one and for continuing to read regardless of the long wait. I truly appreciate it :)

I was busy making the stir-fry in the pan as Lucy threw in some spices.

'' Thanks sweetie, that's enough''

She was so happy helping me. I gave her a kiss as she stood on a chair while Roman and Nikki walked in with the wine.

Roman had a blank expression on his face as he came into the kitchen and took out some wine glasses. I don't know why I broke down, it was so stupid of me, now he was mad at me. I just screwed up everything, nothing new.

I could feel a lump in my throat and my eyes became  filled with tears, I had no control over it.

I wiped my eyes quickly and looked down so that my hair was covering my face.

I put the stir-fry in a large bowl, '' Luc.. can you take those plates to the lounge please?''

'' Daddy can you help me ?''

''Sure''

I followed them with the stir-fry .

'' Dig in!'' Lucy screamed out, you could tell she was used to how we acted when we ate.

I dished myself even though the last thing I wanted to do was eat. I was just eating so that no one would blow a gasket. I finished before everyone and went to put my plate in the kitchen.

'' I need to call my...my dad'' I went out onto the balcony and sat on the chair at the table.

Truth is, I had no one to call, I just didn't want to be there. I rarely felt like this . I couldn't control how I felt, it just sucked.

I heard the sliding door open and I stood up, it was Nikki. She didn't say anything, she just pulled me into a hug and I broke down. My tears just flowed continuously. I wasn't wearing any heels so she was taller than me. I tried to stop but I couldn't, I could feel my body shaking.

Nikki pulled back, '' Mia whats going on'' her eyes were filling with tears, she was worried about me.

'' I ... I don't know'' I sat down with my elbow resting on my knees and I covered my face with my hands.

Nikki kneeled down next to me. '' I cant help you if you don't tell me Mia please..''

I sat up and pushed my hair back with my right hand. I wiped my tears away and smiled, '' I'm fine'' she raised her eyebrows at me.

'' Seriously, I'm fine Nikki'' I walked away from her and leaned on the fencing and stared out onto the beach.

'' You still going to work?''

'' Of course!''

'' Okay, I'll go pack for you'' I nodded as she disappeared.

In the corner of my eye I could see Roman leaning against the door staring at me, I knew he wouldn't come out.

MAY 2014

'' You should've seen him, he came in there and fucking tripped on me and told me to get the fuck out of his office all because a storyline went wrong? I wanted to make him feel better and then after he realized what he had said, he apologized. But the look in his eyes when he flung open that door his exact words were 'Mia get the fuck out you are the last person I need to see right now, I have enough problems to deal with' so I'm a problem , when he's upset I'm a problem...'' my tears were falling and Roman held me tightly.

'' His a fucken idiot Mia, you don't need him okay?'' He cupped my face.

Roman was so patient with me he had sat up with my crying the entire night as I didn't want to tell him that I was crying because of Paul again, he didn't push me he just waited.

I hadn't felt like this since my mother left me. I swore I would never feel like this again and now here I was breaking down because of Paul who had blown a gasket on me, in the arms of the other guy I was having an affair with.

My tears wouldn't stop flowing, '' I'm so sorry Roman I shouldn't be..''

''Hey.. I want you to be able to talk to me, if we weren't together you wouldn't feel bad for telling me. I don't care okay, I just want to be here for you that's all, I hate seeing you like this. You deserve much better than him."

'' I don't want to feel like this, its like everything his ever done to hurt me has combined and I cant control how I am feeling.'' He pulled me closer against him.

'' Do you want me to go kick his ass for you? Cause I would gladly do it!''

I shook my head and smiled , ''No big guy, its fine I'll get through my stupid emotions.''