Allison
I could see that my sister was loosing herself even more, we had one more day here, in this house.
The past few days were just packing and making arrangements for my mom's funeral.
I found three suicide notes that my mom left for me, Tessa and my aunt. I didn't show Tessa because I feet as though I'll loose the little I have left of my sister.
Where as I'm 19 going on 20 .Tessa however just turned 18, 8 months ago. Our father died when I was 14, I was a daddy's little angle where as Tessa was a mum's cute pumpkin. It was hard for me to get over my father's death but I got through it, I still miss him up to this day, but I had to move on.
Right after my mother's funeral we were going to get on a plane and we were heading off to live with my aunt.
"Ali I'm going to Matt's house" Tessa said from the kitchen door while grabbing her keys.
"Okay, drive safe" I called out to her, but of course she wouldn't hear me because of the headphones she now always wore since our father's death.
My deares Ali,
I'm sorry for leaving you, I just couldn't go on any more without your father. When I lost your father half of me....
Hell even more than half of me went with him. I have been going through depression ever since he died, I tried so hard to keep it from you and your sister. But I can't go on any more, I hope you can forgive me. Take care of your sister never leave her, she will need you, no matter what she says, she loves you. She may not tell you when she needs help but you will know, don't let her do what I have done. I love you very much, wherever you are always remember that I love you.
With all my love,
Mom.
I read the note my mom left over and over and over with tears streaming down my face. After I cleaned my face free of tears I heard the front door slam shut.
"Tessa what happened?"I asked my sister as she came into the kitchen with tears sliding down her face.
She did nothing but shake her head and start to sob. I walked up to her wrapped my arms around her and held her as she cried.
I promise mom, I will
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