What if {ON HOLD}

Chapter 9

Will be longer than usual chapters.
Don't start song yet, and who I picture Tessa as singing, for this song.
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So far it has been amazing living with my aunt not to mention, my room is flipping amazing.

I always knew sixth form was going to be hard, due to me going to a new school it's making me think that it's going to be even harder.

I have to start all over, new teaches, new students, new environment, new everything. Making friends is going to be difficult but I'm not to worried about it. It is good to have a fresh start though.

Start song.

I sat at my piano the urge to play after so long finally took over. I started playing and it seemed as though everything went away, it was only me and my piano. Each key soothed me and brought a sense of hope to me.

You shout it out,
But I can't hear a word you say
I'm talking loud, not saying much
I'm criticized but all your bullets ricochet
You shoot me down, but I get up

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium

Cut me down
But it's you who'll have further to fall
Ghost town and haunted love
Raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones
I'm talking loud not saying much

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
I am titanium
I am titanium

Stone-heart, machine gun
Firing at the ones who run
Stone heart loves bulletproof glass

You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
I am titanium

Singing out loud made me feel happy, it made me feel at home, it made me feel as though my mom and dad were still here, it brought a smile to my face.

" you know every time I hear you sing...., you have a lovely voice, but get dressed your going to the mall, to shop for school." My aunt said from the door, with a small smile then left.

With a sigh I got up and changed into a float white dress, since it was armless and I didn't like showing my tattoos to much, I opted for my leather jacket, besides I wanted to wear it anyway.

I put on some black and gold accessories and then I headed down stairs.

" you ready to go?" Arifa asked while Ali grabbed her keys.

" yea lets go" I said.
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*voice from spongebob*
Four hours later.......
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" ok, can we stop now" I groaned.

We have been shopping for hours upon hours. While the ride lasted about 45minutes, we finished shopping for school supplies an hour and a half ago. Now they were dragging me around for clothes. We already made two trips to the car.

" ok but under two conditions" Arifa suggested.

" ok what is it" I asked just waiting to go home.

"One more store, then ........ Oh yea u have to do your hair. Let's go." Arifa said causally and started walking.

" ok let's go........ Wait what?" I shouted after them as they started running.

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