Live For Me (SugaKookie angst-fluff)

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"Hyung I'm back...what the actual hell?!" Jungkook returned to his and Yoongi's shared home, only to find the whole living room in a mess.

Yoongi was in madness, recklessly throwing things around. He swiftly swept the stuffs and a vase containing blue roses to the ground.

"Yoongi hyung! Wake up!" Jungkook grasped his lover's shoulders, staring into his eyes firmly. There was no sign of soberness in Yoongi's eyes as he smirked at the younger. Jungkook scrunched up his nose at the scent of alcohol.

He has been drinking again, Jungkook sighed.

Yoongi shook off Jungkook's grip, screaming again and again. "I am over and done with! I am over and done with! This world is shitty! This world is shitty! I just wanna die! I just wanna die and go to hell with—"

"Slap!"

Jungkook had a pained expression on his face while Yoongi stared at him blankly, holding his left cheek. "I'm so sorry, hyung." Jungkook whispered sadly, sending another punch onto Yoongi's face. Then he hugged Yoongi tightly to stop his mindless actions.

"Complete bullshit!" Yoongi pushed Jungkook away to the other side of the living room. Jungkooks back hit the wall and he slided down to the floor, wincing in pain. The elder laughed crazily as he took another big slurp from his bottle of alcohol.

Jungkook wanted to knock the bottle onto the floor, but he knew he was too weak to do so. He took a deep breath.

"Min Yoongi I want you to LISTEN UP!" Jungkook screamed with all his might, dropping any honorifics with the elder. "I know everyone else is dead, and Hoseok hyung is in the ER for overdosing, but can't you just try to move on? Can't you see how hard Hoseok hyung is struggling for us? I have already moved on from my friends' deaths. I know it's hard, but can't you do your part too?"

"But everyone else is DEAD!" Yoongi screamed back. "I don't have any reason to live anymore. They are my friends—" He threw a chair across the room, shattering the mirror on the floor. "They are the only ones I can rely on and—"

"But they are MY friends too!" Jungkook yelled desperately, and to his surprise Yoongi fell silent. "We are not going to die, not going to fall, not going to leave this world behind so soon." He approached Yoongi slowly, tears in his eyes. "And you still have me. I am not going anywhere. Live for me, hyung?" He whispered.

Yoongi's eyes were blank for a moment, and then widened in shock and recognition and started to well up. "I...am so sorry..." He started to wail.

Jungkook held Yoongi tight as the latter cried his heart out, his own tears falling freely too. He winced at Yoongi's skininess, and he hugged him even tighter, willing to protect him from all the danger and negativeness outside there.

As Yoongi started to calm down and his wails silenced down to small sobs, Jungkook slowly released his embrace. He made Yoongi look at him straight in the eyes.

"Live for me, hyung?" He asked again.
"I will live for you, and myself, and Hoseok, and all the others who are watching over us in heaven." Yoongi stared into Jungkook's eyes with determination.

From each other's eyes, Yoongi and Jungkook saw something they had not seen for a long time—hope.

[I Need U-Run universe, in which everyone except Yoongi, Jungkook and Hoseok has died of various reasons.]

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Hi everyone, I hope this doesn't suck a lot because this is my first book :))
This is inspired by the violent scene in Run MV. I love love love that scene!!
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