BTS ONESHOTS

Nothing Changes (Part 2)

Jimin walked into her living room, thinking about something while twining one strand of hair in her finger, not noticing anyone in the living room.

"Oh Jiminie, my dear, happy birthday!" Jimin looked up, and her father was smiling at her.

"Thank you, dad. And yes, you don't have to remind me, I will go to the barber later. I will kind of miss my long hair tho..." Jimin mumbled, not ease at her heart.

"Jiminie, you have always wanted to use your true identity since you knew about your story. Why do you look troubled? Did you meet someone in this period?" Jimin's father asked, motioning her to sit beside him on the couch. "Come on, you can't control your feelings. I won't scold you."

"It's Kookie... I don't know how to tell him the truth...and I'm a hundred per cent sure I like him as well." Jimin knew she couldn't hide anything from her dearest father. "He confessed to me just this Monday, I'm afraid that he won't accept me after today..."

"Now Jiminie, I have helped you to figure out what you will tell him later. Just listen, okay?" Jimin's father reassured her, pulling his child closer.

After listening to her father's words, Jimin smiled in relief. "I know exactly what to do now. Thanks dad, you're the best." She hugged her father.

"That's my child." Jimin's father smiled fondly. "Now go to the barber quickly, then look for Jungkook and explain everything to him, and then go find a job. You're adult now, and you should take responsibility of yourself." He touched Jimin's hair gently. "I will miss you with long hair too, but I can totally imagine how gorgeous you're going to look in short hair."

Jimin lowered her head, still playing with her hair when she heard a camera shuttering. "DAD!" She exclaimed, but her father had already ran away from her, phone in hand.

"Aish... Is he even my dad, or am I a babysitter." Jimin took out a pen, a piece of paper (she made sure to use the one with the best design on it) and an envelope. She started writing something.

Let's hope Jungkook will accept this...

XXXXXXX

"Hey noona~" Jungkook greeted cheerfully when Jimin appeared at the entrance of the university. "Happy birthday and happy graduation to you~" He sang, showering Jimin's face with kisses. "Kookie, people are staring. Can we keep this for later?" Jimin gave Jungkook a small smile, and pulled Jungkook to their secret place.

"But noona, the ceremony—" Jungkook wasn't quick enough to finish his sentence when Jimin cut him short. "That's in the afternoon, you fool. Graduates are supposed to finish up everything academic related today but I finished it yesterday. It's free time for me, so just go."

"Erm...noona?" Jimin stopped, heart jumping when Jungkook sounded soft, like when he is sad or upset. "What?" She turned back to face Jungkook.

"Nothing noona, I have never seen you wear this..." Jungkook pointed at Jimin's head. "You kind of look like a female version of Alan Walker now."

"I didn't cover my face, and I don't have Alan Walker's talent." Jimin gave Jungkook her famous scowl before grabbing Jungkook at his wrist. "Come with me and you'll know."

Once they arrived at their secret place (after a lot of staircases and panting since the elevator broke down), Jimin pulled out a letter and stuffed it into Jungkook's hand. "Now, read this." Jimin paused, catching her breath. "And don't say anything until you finish reading."

"Oh okay..." Jimin and Jungkook sat down, leaning against some wall.

Jimin was worried about Jungkook's reaction. What if he can't accept me, and ask for a break up? Jimin didn't want that to happen. She had mentally perpared for it, but still it's her first time dating, what if...

On the other hand, Jungkook took a deep breath and tore open the envelope. He didn't know what happened, but he knew that Jimin had something that he had been keeping from him for a long time. What if she don't like me anymore after hearing that I was gay and ask for a break up? The moment he recieved the letter he had been mentally preparing for it, but still it was his first time dating a girl, what if...

"Here I go, noona." Jimin enjoyed the way the word "noona" rolled on his lips. Who knows she might never hear him calling her that again?

Jimin watched Jungkook intently. She saw Jungkook's eyes widening, to the point they are going to pop out from his eyes sockets. His eyes followed her words faster and faster, until he finally finished it.

Jimin became more and more worried. I'm so doomed. Now he's going to leave me along on this rooftop. Maybe I can directly jump off later?

"Can you take off your hood?" Oops. Jungkook didn't even call her noona or whatsoever. Jimin slowly pulled her hood off, revealing her newly trimmed boycut. "I'm sorry, Jungkook-ah..."

"You actually look handsome..." Jungkook's lips curved to a smile. "I feel like I have fallen in love with you all over again. But still, why didn't you tell me about this?"

"It's a family secret..." Jimin smiled slightly, at least Jungkook wasn't angry. "I am not what you thought I am...do you mind? Being...gay and all...? You thought you weren't anymore, but you're still...?"

Jimin watched Jungkook's face drop. Oh, no. Now you've hurt him. Now he'll ask for a break up.

But then, Jungkook's face lit up to an even more bright smile. He pulled Jimin into his arms, minimizing the distance between the two.

"I love you, hyung!" He exclaimed. Jimin hugged back, a big smile on his face too. "I love you too, Kookie."

Jimin was over the moon. He didn't expect Jungkook to actually accept him, and continue dating him too. But the best thing of all is that he could finally be himself again, after all those years.

As if planned, rain started to fall. The couple were going to be soaked wet soon, but neither of them cared. But before the letter (whiched was dropped by Jungkook's side, now abandoned) was destroyed by the rain, let's take a look at its contents.

Dear Jungkook,

I'm sorry to have kept this from you. Noona...is actually a hyung.

Yes, you read that right. I am a male right from my mother's womb. When my mother was still pregnant, my father brought her to a person for my naming. He gave me the name "Jimin", thinking that I was a girl. But then after I was born as a boy, the man revealed that a boy mightbsuffer wuth that name. So, I have to grow up as a girl until I reach 20 years old, which is today.

Hyung is sorry for keeping this secret from you. I wish I could tell you this earlier, but apparently this secret can only be known between me and my parents.

Don't be angry at me. You can hate me but I still love you. By the way, I wonder why we always use the word "like" instead of "love". If we are still together, can we use "I love you" instead of "I like you"?

Love,
Jimin

Nothing changes at all, and I'm happy of that.

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Yay this twoshot is finished! I tried so hard avoiding Jimin's pronouns in this part lol. Sorry for the delay tho, I was too busy procrastinating and watching Bangtan xD

Anyway, this twoshot is inspired by this Taiwanese drama titled "爱上哥们 (Bromance)". I have never watched that drama before but my friend kept ranting to me about it so...boom. By the way I wrote this twoshot back in February. I think I have at least 8 oneshots waiting to be posted lol

Anyway, sorry for saying so much nonsense. I still have one Chinese drama series and Go Fighting Season 2 to watch and I have 3 days of holidays left lol. Happy Halloween by the way!

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