I Will Always Love You Weirdo : A Jeca Fanfic

Chapter 18: Pool of Sorrow

Jesse's POV:

Holy crap. Blood just keeps of coming. I press my big hands onto her arms with alot of pressure in an attempt to stop the bleeding, but there's too many of them, there were no towels to wrap them up either. My hands and knees are now covered in the blood of my one true love. I drag her delicate body onto my knees and hold her tight to me. I stare at her pale face (more paler than usual) and gently remove a single strand of her brunette hair from her cheek. "Don't leave me Beca," I whisper. My eyes bloodshot from the pain of the disaster. Tears stream down my cheeks, like fountains. I hold her for as long as I can. I let it out, I've tried to stay strong through today, be the man that Beca needed, but she's basically not here, so there's no point to bottle it all in like Beca did, look what happend to her.

I called the ambulance five minutes ago, but it feels like an hour, I can't do anything to help apart from hold her tightly, hoping that just maybe she can feel my warm body caped around her. I hear the front door slam open the ambulance? "Jesse!?" I hear Chloe's voice from the floor bellow. I open my mouth in an attempt to reply but I end up choking on my own tears.

Emily's POV:

"What if their not here?" I ask Chloe as we run up to the drive way of the Bella house followed by Benji and Stacie.
"That's why we all split up, so maybe if we all look somewhere different, maybe one of us will find them, together or alone," Chloe says panting as she unlocks the front door.
"I hope their in here!" Says Stacie in a nervous tone. We run in checking the first floor. No one.

"Jesse!?" Chloe shouts but no one replies, my hope has now dropped, If someone is here surely they would have replied. The five of us run upstairs and check every room. We reach the bathroom, the door looks like someone has tried to kick it down. Chloe barges in and gasps. Oh. My. God. Blood, blood everywhere. Jesse is holding Beca, who is hopefully just unconscious and not... dead. I cant look! Benji grabs me an pulls me into a hug trying to avert my eyes from seeing this awful sight.

I can't help but stare at the blood and Beca and feel a sense of guilt rush through my body, but I don't know why.

Chloe's POV:

My mouth dropped open, like a penny falling. I stare in disbelief and horror. A sudden pain In my chest starts to build. Its spreads through my body like a forest fire, getting bigger and more fierce. Also a hint of nausea is added to my pain by the sight of my best friends body with cuts up her arms and covered in blood. "Omg Jesse," I run over to him, tears start to form in my eyes.
"I-I was t-to late to stop her," he says barley. He doesn't make eye contact with any of us, but just stars at the remains of Beca's phone and rocks back and forwards whilst holding her.

Benji walks over to him and places his hand on his shoulder. "Don't worry Jesse, shes gonna be okay," he says , but we don't actually know if she's gonna be okay. We're suddenly greeted by a sound of sirens from outside, followed by a knock on the door (Jesse probably called them). Stacie runs to let's them in. I heard if elephants run up the stairs.

Jesse's POV :

A bunch of men and women barge in wearing pristine, white outfits with neon, yellow stripes across them in certain areas. They run to me and Beca. "Sir. You need to let her go," said the lady as she gently pries me off my girlfriend. I don't want to let go, I don't want her to leave me. I release her small damaged body and gently place my wet lips (from crying) on her forehead.

I stager to my feet and snap back into reality. I walk over to Emily, who is crying into Benji's shoulder, Stacie and Chloe who are trying to keep back the tears, but this is a situation where no one can witness this dry eyed. Chloe wraps her arms around me, I've managed to restrain myself from crying more, but now I just feel guilty. This is my fault, if I didn't question her in the hospital she wouldn't have ran out and tried to kill herself.

The paramedics carry Beca put her on a stretcher, her lifeless (not really) body lying so still.

Have you ever loved someone so much that you would do what ever it takes to care for them and protect them? Have you ever felt that if that person gets hurt, you've failed them and yourself? Have you ever wanted to cry so much that you could fill a swimming pool with your tears of sorrow? Have you ever wanted to help someone so much, but there's nothing you can do?

Well I feel all that right now, but all I can do is watch and be strong. It's too hard though. No words can describe my love for that girl, and to see her in this state is utterly heartbreaking.

Why did you do this to me Beca?

A/n:
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