Chapter 20: Suprise Attack

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Jesse's POV:

I hope we're almost there! God I can't take this anymore! How long does it take to get to the hospital! All I can do is stare at my girlfriend losing more and more blood. Suddenly I see Beca's arm twitch. She slowly moves her head. Omg! Her face scrunches up. "Beca! Omg! Come on you can do it! Wake up!" I say leaning towards her. My hearts starts racing, a tiny bit of hope enters my body. "Beca?" Says Chloe, with a weak smile on her face.

Beca's eyes open.

Chloe and I are greeted by her icy- blue eyes. "Wha...what happend? Where am I? Jesse? Chloe?" She asks with a panic in her weak voice. Beca tries to sit up.
"No, Beca you need to lie down, we're almost at the hospital," I say gently and place my hand on her shoulder to lay her back down. Shes awake, I should be happy, but I'm not. I feel like this battle isn't over yet.
"Jesse what happend to me?," she says with a single tear trickling down her cheek. "Why... Why am I covered in... Blood? Why am I in so much pain," she sniffles in shock.
"Becs... You- you self harmed. You broke the mirror and you had an opportunity to stop the torment and you succeeded, but that only created more," I say, tears welling up in my eyes. I gently cress the side of Beca's face.
"I told myself I wouldn't do it again," she says, tears cascading down her face and onto the bed.

Beca's POV:

This is not happening! The pain is to much to handle. Why did I wake up! Ive self harmed before, but never to this extent. Beca your such an idiot!
"Wait what, what do you mean?" Chloe asks urgently. Jesse and Chloe look at me confused. Oh god, now I have to tell them. It pains me to speak.

"I... I," I suddenly start to feel this raging pain in my heart. It feels like there's an 10 ton elephant standing on my body. The pain starts to radiate through my entire body, leaving me in more pain. I can feel my temperature rising as sweat starts to form around my body. I feel like Im gonna throw up. What's happening to me? I clench my chest and tighten my face. My breath starts to quicken making it difficult for me to breathe."aarrgghh!" I let's out a scream, the pain is excruciating, even more unbearable than the thought of M and all the cuts up my arm. What hell is this?

Chloe's POV:

"Beca! Beca, what's wrong!," I shout, I see her in agony. She doesn't reply. Oh God, what's happening? "Jesse what do we do?,"
"I don't know! Beca come on, what's happening?" I look at Beca fighting away her pain and Jesse trying to help, but I just stand there and watch. Theres nothing we can do, we need to get the hospital now.

Then, she stops, Beca stops clenching her stomach and drops her hand. Her head smashes onto her pillow, and her eyes shut.

"Jesse, she stopped," he nods with shock on his face. "Quick check her pulse," I add, please don't be dead, please!
Jesse's sighs in relief "she has a pulse," I sigh aswell and sit back down, just hoping we arrive at the hospital soon.

Jesse's POV:

The ambulance comes to a sudden stop. Everything is still for a second, I glance at Chloe who looks confused... Suddenly the doors swing open taking us by surprise. The paramedics rush in to see what state Beca is in. Just by looking at there reaction when they see my unconscious girlfriend, surrounded by blood, I could tell this was bad (I could already tell it was bad, but now they understand how bad this is). One paramedic checks Beca. "We need to get her in now!!" He shouts. They flood in and start to take Beca out of the ambulance.
"What's happend to her?," I say in a panic.
"Shes lost to much blood, and she has just had a heart attack," he says and they wheel her into the the hospital, Chloe closely follows behind them.

I start to follow them, but this feeling hits me in the stomach, like a dagger. I freeze. The world around me moves in slow motion leaving trapped in another dimension. It feels like tiny insects are eating away at my body making me tingle all over. I stand isolated and let my emotions consume me. My breath comes out so slow its almost suffocating, like someone strangling me and is not letting go. Thoughts seem to ooze out of my head and fly around my, taunting me like little devils. Its feels like someone's ripped my face of making it tingle yet leave me in pain at the same time. My visions is distorted and blurry, its like I'm looking at a static TV screen. I can just see the paramedics wheeling my love inside. It suddenly goes black for a second. I stumble back only to find someone's hands catch me. "Jesse! Jess are you okay?"

I shake my head aggressively, squeeze my eyes shut and open them to find Chloe there for me again. "Jess come on," Chloe grabs my face and stares into my eyes. "Jesse, I know this is hard, its hard for me to, but no matter what state Beca is in, she needs you. So you need to stay strong and hope for the best. For Beca,"

A/n:
I'm so sorry I haven't updated scince new years, but honestly I have been so stuck!!! But I hope u liked this chapter!! Xx

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