Chapter 11: Why is This Happening?

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Beca's POV :

I can't handle it! Looking at Jesse sends streams down my face. If Jesse or any of the my friends get hurt because of this text it's gonna be my fault. I can't stand to face anyone, I have to get out of here. I run out of the auditorium, the sides of my face soaked with tears mixed with makeup. I don't know what to do. I run out and head to the girls bathroom trying to avoid any eye contact. God I feel like I'm gonna throw up. The world is spinning as I run trying to make me stumble. Students pass and glare at me like I'm some sort of human attraction in a museum. There's the girls bathroom, let's hope no one's in there, I really can't face anyone right now.

Few, no one is in here. I stare at myself in the murky mirror looking at the horrid state I'm in. I've been bullied before but that's just torture. Have you every felt so much pain and suffer that you just want it all just to end, well that's what this feels like. I don't want my life to end or anything, but right now I just want it all to stop.

"Arrgg," I scream slamming my fists on the mirror (it doesn't break), then brushing my hands through my hair, pulling at it, trying to stop myself from smashing the mirror and regretting what I would have done next if I did. All the stress building up on me is getting to my head driving me mad. I clench my stomach... "Oh god!" I say hurrying into the cubical. I get on my knees and just let it all out, all my pain, all my stress down the toilet (she through up). I flush and wipe the corner off my mouth. I sit on the toilet lid and just burst out into tears again, I can't tell anyone and I can't stop this by myself, what am I gonna do?

Jesse's POV :

(After he ran out of the auditorium)

Why would Amy do that? I feel like she has reached inside my body and pulled everything out. I could have lied there, let her carry on, I could barely move a muscle, but I have to find my girl. I don't care if I have a bashed up face and I internal bleeding, I've NEVER seen Beca like that and I hoped I never would, in my mind she comes first.

I run down the hall. To be honest I have no idea where she could be but she couldn't have gone far. I pull out my phone and ask everyone I see asking if they had seen where this girl is, showing my lock screen of me and Beca. Everyone said they hadn't seen her, but I think some people were just didn't want to talk to the beat up guy. God she could be anywhere!! Knowing Beca she keeps these things to her self and let's it build and build until she can't handle it anymore, and who knows what she will do.

"Hey please help me dude. Have you seen this girl," I plead to this random guy.
"Yeah. See looked really upset. She went to the girls bathroom over there," and pointed to the sign with toilets written on it. I run over to hoping she's in there and she's okay.

Wait. I stop myself. This is the ladies bathroom, I can't go in there. Screw it, Beca could be unconscious in there for all I know. I burst in. "Beca *cough, cough* are you in here??!!" I shout barely, but as I cough I start to cough up blood. That's not good. No reply. But someone is in here, in the middle cubical, I hear crying. I look under the door and see black boots that I know to well. "Beca I know your in there," i say softly, holding my stomach as it gives me pain every time I speak.
"Go away. I can't look at you right now," I snifily yet angry voice says coming from the cubical.
"Beca come on, is it something is said? Is it something I -"
"No it's not you,"
Then what is it Becs? Come on I'm really worried about you, I've never seen you like this, ever." I say starting to cry.
"In can't tell you,"
"Why?"
"because it don't want to put you in danger," I'm very confused but very scared at the same time.
"Ok then don't tell me, just come out and I won't mention it, I just want to know if your alright," I say she can definitely tell I'm crying now. I hear the door unlock. She comes out with makeup down her face, no blood, no harm. She looks me in the eye. "Oh my god Jesse! What happened?" She looked horrified by the state i was in. A black eye, nose bleed, cut lip (from the ring Amy was wearing) and tears flowing down my face. "Who did this to you?" She says softly, dabbing my nose with a wet tissue. I was hesitant to say, her best friend beat me up for something that never happened. "Jesse?" She said with I stern look glaring at me.
"It was... It's was Amy," I look down to the floor not wanting to see her face.
"What! Why!" Beca shouts, I can tell she's getting very angry. I grab her hands so she doesn't punch anything.
"I think she thought I broke up with you. That's why you ran off, so she beat me up'" I say brushing my hand against her face to calm her down. She shakes away and walks to the sink. "This is all my fault," She rages. I place my hand on her shoulder. "It's no bodies fault," I whisper trying to calm her down, but really I know what ever she's keeping from my is why this happened, but if she can't tell me, I understand.

Beca turns around and hugs me tightly. I rub my hands through her hair. At first I loved the hug, but then I could feel the pain from where Fat Amy kicked me. "Aahh!" I couldn't help but let that out as it hurt so much. "Jesse? What?" She asks. I lift up my tshirt to show the whole side of my stomach had gone purple and red. Beca puts her hand over her mouth in shock. "Oh my god Jesse! Did Amy do that too?" I nod, I can really see her face get mad and I mean really mad. "Beca I'm fi- *cough cough*," I look in my hands and see I've coughed up alot of blood.
"You are not fine. I'm taking you to the hospital!" She demands.
"But what about-," She cuts me off again, her stress level is rising.
"But what about nothing. Jesse you need help now," She kisses me and we head to the car hoping we don't run into anyone alog the way.

A/N:
Don't worry love is coming up!! They just had some battles to face, every love story has them. Please comment and vote!! Hope you liked it xxx

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