As soon as I walked into the front door Lydia came running down the stairs and shoved me up to our room.
"Lydia it's midnight why are you still up?" She looked at me like I had gone completely insane.
"You really expect me to sleep without knowing all the details. Did he dance with you? Did you get a picture so I can show my grand children?"
"Woah calm yourself darling. Well the dance was amazing everyone was there and there was laughing and smiling and people spinning on the dance floor."
"I don't care." She said cutting me off. "I wanna know about what happened with you and Tanner Kate texted me."
"Well not much actually happened. He told me I looked pretty. We danced. He was close. He likes my smile. We kissed. He hugged me goodbye-"
"Wait! He kissed you? What was it like?"
"Okay so what happened was he tilted my chin up and when he touched me it felt like his fingers had become those sparklers you get on the Fourth of July. Then he leaned in and it was like fire on my lips.it felt like it lasted forever. Though it was only about 3 seconds long. Then he pulled away from me and I smiled and then he said he loved my smile and Kate walked out while we were still really close. Then he gave me a hug good night. I don't think I've stopped smiling."
"Awe Kam thats adorable. You guys are so cute together. Are you guys dating what's going to happen now?"
"Lydia I honestly don't know what the hell is going on between us. It's kinda complicated."
"How is that complicated? He likes you. You like him. Bam!"
" I don't know if we will yea I really like him and I think it shows that he likes me at least a little."
"Kameron he kissed you. I if he does that it means he likes you and not just a little."
" I know but I have a lot to focus on. Swimming is starting up again soon. I'm going to work at making a regional time cut. I have too much on my plate to focus on guys." It's okay though it's not like I need a boy to be happy. I honestly don't know what I need, nevertheless what I want.
He's a great guy. He is good hearted, funny and helpful. And I suppose it doesn't hurt that he's good looking as well. He's tall, about 6 6 feet tall and muscular. With his dark brown hair and light skin. And his hazel eyes that sparkle when he looks into mine. Fuck what am I saying? I can't get attached. That's the last thing I would want. Sometimes I catch myself thinking about him during school. Counting down the minutes until I'll see him or pass him in the hall. I know I have to stop before he distracts me from my studies or my swimming.
Just then my thoughts were disrupted when my phone began to ring. Lydia jumped up and dashed to where it was laying on the floor.
"Oh my dear Jesus!"
"What what who is it?" I scream. She slides the Barton the right and answers who ever was on the phone.
"Why hello there you hunk. Yeah. Uh huh. Oh really well I'm sure she would just do cart wheels at the thought of that. Yeah. Ok toodles."
"That wasn't..."
"Oh yes it was. He asked if it was Lydia and I said it was then he asked if you enjoyed the dance and I was like awe hell yeah. Then he asked if you would want to hang out tomorrow at the pond and I said you would and he asked me to tell you to text you and I was like ok and he said bye and I said peace out bro."
"Oh god. Did he say what we're going to be doing."
"No."
"Okay okay this will work this will work. Nope no it wont. I'm freaking out. Okay okay crap balls."
