Wildest dreams

Shannon's back

*Shontel's point of view*

Laying in bed listening to the wind howling outside, wishing matt was here to cuddle. Should I bring shannon back? I mean its been 8 months. Would they be mad at me if I come back now? Should I have come back sooner? All the questions running through my head was slowly leading me into a panic attack. I have to let someone know im alive. I'll call nash, yeah I'll do that. I got up slowly and grabbed my phone walking down stairs. I dialed Nash'd number and waited.

~otp~

Nash: Hello

ME: Are you near anyone?

Nash: Who is this

Me: I will tell you when you arent around anyone

I heard him walk around then a oor close and the wind howling in the back ground.

Nash: Who is this

Me: Nashy its me

Nash: Shannon

Me: Yes

Nash: Where are you I have to bring the guys to you

Me: NO nash I only want you knowing I'm alive, please if I tell you where I am I need you to come get me, and only you

Nash: You got it beauitful

After he hung up and grabbed all my clothes throwing them in bags. I grabbed all my belongings and put them in a different bag, I grabbed a piece of paper and pen.

Dear Sammy,

These 7 months have been amazing but, I'm not the girl you think I am. I'm leaving both you and the house I'm sorry.

I put the note on the bed and I sat in the living room. My phone started to ring and nash's face popped up.

~otp~

Nash: You never told me where you were.

Me: Sammy's house

Nash: OKay be there soon

I hung up and sat there staring at the ceiling. Wow this is going to change things drastically. I was knocked out of my thoughts by a knock on the door. I got up and seen nash. "Shontel is shannon here" Nash asked frantically. "Nashy its me" I laughed. He stared at me and I smiled my goofy smiled that I always smiled at hin. His eyes grew two times bigger and he wrapped his arms around me spinning me. "Oh my god shannon" He whispered setting me down not letting me go. "I'm so sorry nash, I should have called you guys when I woke up and Oh god how is matt doing" I asked. Nash looked down and thought. "This is the first time any of us did something out of the house since your 'death'" He smiled. "I have to call matt" I said frantically. "I feel so bad, I want to be able to hug matt again and kiss him and call him mine" I whispered. I grabbed my phone and called matt.

~otp~

Matt: Hello

Me: Matt

Matt: Who is this

Me: Come to sammys house but dont let anyone know you are coming

Matt; UM

Me: Nash is here just come quickly

Matt: Okay I'm on my way.

I rushed to the bathroom and took my brown contacts out. I looked up in the mirror and smiled. Now I look like me with different hair. I walked out the bathroom and into the living room. "Now theres the shannon I know" He smiled. I sat on the couch and stared at nash. "What" He smiled. I shook my head about to say something when sammys front door swung open. "Hey nash hey shontel" He smiled. I got up slowly and walked up to him. "What are you doing here" I asked. "Someone called me and told me to come, they said nash was here" he said glancing at nash. "OH that was me" I smiled my goofy smiled. "Wow, okay ... can I say something" He said rubbing the back of his neck. "Of course" I smiled again. "You look alot like shannon, the smile and everything" He smiled looking down. "Matt baby" I whispered. He looked up at me and stared straight into his hazel eyes. "Its me matt" I smiled stepping towards him. "No your dead, I'm seeing things. Nash do you believe this" He seemed paniced. I grabbed his cheeks and forced him to look at me. "Matt look me in my eyes and tell me I'm not me" I said staring him straight in the eyes. He stared into my eyes and I fell under his trance. "Baby" He whispered. He got tears in his eyes and he wrapped his arms around my waist. I wrapped my arm around his neck and he picked me up off the ground like he used to. I started to cry, knowing he knew it was me, being held in his arms again. "I cant believe your alive" He whispered. He set me down and we heard a car door out side. "Its sammy and jack" Nash said paniced. "Do we need to hide" Matt asked. "No sammy needs to know" I whispered. Jack was the first one to come in and he made eye contact with me. "Shannon" He whispered. I nodded and smiled slightly. He ran up to me and picked me up spinning me. "Your alive" He whispered. I knew he was crying cause his voice was shakey. I nodded hugging him tightly. "What the hell is going on here" Sammy sounded pissed. "Sammy I need to talk to you" I looked down. "Your name isnt shontel, your Shannon. Matt's 'dead' girlfriend" He said softly. I nodded and looked down. "I sorta guessed it when you broke down after seeing matt" He laughed alittle. I felt terrible and only thing I knew to do was hug him. I walked up to him, holding my arms out. I was just about to wrap my arms around him when pushed me back. "Dont hug me, you lied" He shouted. I tensed up, everyone in that room knew i couldnt be yelled at. "I'm sorry sammy" I whispered. "sorry doesnt fix anything" He yelled. I coward back feeling the panic attack coming. "Can you please stop yelling" I asked softly. "I have a right to yell,l your a no good liar" Bam arrow straight into my chest. "You hurt me, you lied and stole ... you stole my heart cause I fell for you hard" He shouted. Bam 6 more arrows to the heart. "sammy-" I was cut off by him. "NO save it! HOw do i know your not bout to lie again" He yelled. Here comes the panic attack. Tears flooded my eyes and it started to get hard to breathe. I was gasping for air and getting extremely light headed. All of a sudden it all stopped. I looked up at sammy and pushed him. 'YOU KNOW WHAT SAMMY! I WAS STILL WITH YOU WHEN YOU LIED RIGHT ? I STILL TRUSTED YOU! DIDNT I? I DID SO YOU ARE SERIOUSLY MAKING ME THE BAD UY HERE WHEN ALL I WAS DOING WAS PROTECTING THE BOYS AND MY SELF. SHANNON COMING BACK IS A REALLY BAD IDEA BUT I COULDNT STAY AWAY ANYMORE!" I yelled in his face. "OH why is it such a bad idea" Sammy asked kinda taken back by my out burst. "My mom is still trying to kill me and the boys when I 'died' I knew she would leave the boys alone" I whispered. "I dont even care. You need to leave" He whispered. "Fine" I said grabbing my bags and matt's arm. "Bye asshole" I snapped walking out the house.

We pulled up to the house and my stomach started to knot up. "Dont worry baby they will be so glad to see you" Matt smiled squeezing my hand. We got out and walked into the house. "HEY MATT BROUGHT A GIRL HOME" Hayes yelled. I giggled and looked down. "Hayes sweet heart look again" I smiled looking at him. He didnt say anything he just ran up to me wrapping his arms around me. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he cried into my shoulder. "Hush im not dead I'm standing right in front of you" I laughed alittle. "Why is hayes hugging matts new girlfriend" I heard someone say behind hayes. I looked up and seen alyssa and sophia. "Hey girls" I smiled. Alyssa's eyes teared up and she just stared at me in shock. Sophia pulled hayes away from me and jumped on me. "YOUR ALIVEEEE" Sophia yelled. Appearently that caught everyone attention and everyone came into the living room. "Thats not shannon sophia get off of her" Jack johnson pulled sophia off of me and I tackled him. "So if im not shannon who am I" I laughed. "Holy shit it is you" Shawn smiled. "Yepppppp" I said extending the P. Everyone took turns hugging me and crying on my shoulder. It felt amazing to be back, I just miss my old look, Well just my hair.

I was laying in my bed with Matt when he out of no where kisses me. I kiss back missing his lips on mine. Matt pulled away and smiled closing his eyes laying his head on my chest wrapping his arm around me. "Well then what was that for" I giggled. "Man have I missed that giggle" He whispered. "That still doesnt answer my question" I smiled. "Just because your mine again and your not dead. Also because I didnt get to do it earlier because of sammy" He whispered trailing off into sleep. I leaned back closing my eyes going to sleep as well.

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Well! Shannon is back! Yay!!!

It doesnt end here there will be more. Shannon's mom will come back.  Someone else will appear ! 

Anywhooo

Until next time-

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