Fame or Love

I actually am happy for her...

(Revon's POV)

So.... today Jai was coming over to mine to study.... do homework and etc. Getting home schooled isn't easy but it's ok I guess. Jai and I get home schooled together.... I mean when he loved me.... but still. We got the same homework and everything, we haven't done then together lately but Jai said he wanted to come over. I got up late today since I was extremely tired, I wanted to hang with Nolan but he had something going in with Modern Family. It was 11am at the moment, I got up and had a warm shower before changing. Once I had finished my wash I got dressed into grey jeans, red shirt, white converses with socks and a black sweaters. I absaloutly love sweaters, they're just so comfy. I tied my hair into a messy bun and headed downstairs to my study area. I waited till 1 for Jai to arrive, in the meantime I caught up on some of my favourite shows.

"Revon sweetie, Jai is here", my mum assured me.

Jai came running into my study room and brought his books out. He laid them all out on the floor and got put his stationery.

"Took you long enough to come", I giggled.

"Yeah well I slept in very late", he chuckled. "By the way, I heard you drove all the way to Nolan's house".

"Yep haha, my mum hasn't been bothered in getting me an instructor. Thank you for doing so", I smiled opening my English book.

Jai sighed at his book, "Once we finish this essay we're done with homework".

"I know, I'm so done with this already", I laughed starting on my essay.

The essay took forever, well to write it took 2 hours, typing took 1 hour. Once we had finished it was 4.

"Yes! Done!" I breathed out joyfully.

"Haha, so.... how have things between you and Nolan been?" Jai asked.

(Jai's POV)

"Haha, so... how have things between you and Nolan been?" I asked regretting it straight after.

"Oh.... um.... things have been good. He.... he kissed me, twice. The first was Monday, then yesterday", she blushed like a tomato.

I can't believe he kissed her, I watched as she gently bit her lip and looked down trying to avoid eye contact. Her hair falling perfectly over her face. I wanted to hug her, I want to wrap my arms around her but.... I couldn't. I fake smiled and tucked her hair behind her ear.

"Nolan Gould actually kissed you", I grinned trying to sound excited.

"Yeah", she looked up.

"Wow.... you really like him don't you?" I questioned, almost choking.

"Yeah, I really do", she smiled at me.

I can't believe it, I had a chance to be with her when I first lost my memory but being me I was hooked on Megan. I felt so jealous, I wanted to strangle Nolan for kissing her but then again, I know Nolan is a good choice for Revon. I know that he's a better choice than me, I know this is right.

"Wow, I'm really happy for you", I grinned giving her a small hug.

It's true, I actually am happy for her, she deserved Nolan, she deserved to be happy. I couldn't help but feel betrayed, but how can I, if anything I betrayed her. I watched as she had this certain glow when she was talking about Nolan, she seemed so happy, so fragile, so valuable. She didn't mind telling me about there moments together, either she was trying to get me jealous or ..... she was trying to get me jealous. Why was I so stupid, I probably could have her, if I told her how I felt, she'd come back to me. But I won't, I've put her through too much, and I want her to be with someone else. Agin she's better off without me.

"I am so sorry, I keep talking about Nolan when we should be talking about each other", she apologised with the most adorable pout ever.

"No it's ok, I don't mind", I smiled.

"Thanks, anyway I'm done talking about Nolan. How about we watch a Christmas film", she squealed jumping up.

"Oh god yes, anything to get out of this room", I smirked standing up slowly.

"Ha ha very funny", she laughed baking out to the living room. "What movie?".

"Hmm, oh my gosh the Grinch", I grinned uncontrollably.

"Omg that's like my favourite christmas film", she screamed overjoyed.

She inserted the disc and pressed play, I love this movie so much, it is the best.

(Revon's POV)

I'm so excited, I absaloutly love The Grinch. I can't believe I wouldn't shut up about Nolan, Jai must think I'm some kind of freak. I feel horrible, I shook that feeling and continued the movie.....

(A/N)
Hey cuties, I'm sorry for this short and bad chapter, I've been busy today. Don't forget to answer the QOTW on the chapter 'We have Chemistry?' I appreciate the reads, votes and shares. I love you guys so much. Bye bye loves♡ xx