(Revon's POV)
I wake up from the sun shining through the window illuminating the whole room, I look over to Jai sleeping on the chair next to me. I smiled and held his hand, he woke up as soon as my hand held his, he smiled. "Good morning", I said. "Morning, how did you sleep?" Jai asked. "Just fine, did you stay here all night?" I questioned. "Yeah of course I did", he smiled. "You didn't have to", I replied. "I didn't want to leave you, by the way I'm going to the studio today to record my new album 'Get To Know You', I asked the doctors if you could come with me but they said that you were going to be here for a week", Jai pouted. "Oh, I really want to come, don't worry, I will always be with you", I smiled giving Jai a small kiss. "How is my favourite patient?" Doctor padescko asked entering the room. "You say that to everyone", I said giggling. "I mean it when I say it to you", He smiled. "Yeah I'm fine, a lot better actually", I said grining. "That's good, no pain, no weakness, just normal?" Doctor padescko questioned. "Yep, I feel like nothing happened", I answered back. "Ok well it seems you will be let out in less then 3 days", Doctor padescko smiled leaving the room. "Well I have to go to the studio now, someone will be visiting you soon", Jai said kissing me goodbye. "Who is coming to visit?" I questioned. "A good friend", Jai smiled leaving the room. I waited for about an hour until I see a girl with dark hair appear by the door, she walks in and smiles. "HI, your Revon right?" she questioned. "Yeah, who wants to know?" I asked. "Oh right, didn't Jai say I was coming, I'm the daughter of Jai's makeup artist, I'm featuring in his 'Get To Know You' music video", she said smiling. "Ok, cool", I replied. "Wow I'm a massive fan, you are so inspirational, I'm Bailey by the way", Bailey chirped. "Cool, you seem so nice, I have a feeling we'll be best friends", I smiled. "Awesome, want to exchange numbers?" she questioned. "Sure", I answered. We exchanged numbers and we just talked about ourselves. After Bailey left, my phone vibrated, I picked it up and read my messages.
Text convo w/
Jai= JEW
Me= Angel cake
JEW: Hey:) Just fin recording, I'm on my way back to the hospital, miss ya
Angel cake: Hi, awesome, miss you more love you bub
JEW: Love you babe
I put my phone down and waited for Jai to arrive, I missed him so much, even though I haven’t seen him for only 3 hours, I still miss him. I heard giggling outside my room door, a bunch of girls come running in. "OMG Revon are you ok, we were so worried", Jess said hugging me so tight causing a few of my bones to crack. "Are you alright?" Amber asked. "Yeah I'm fine, I have never felt better", I said smiling. "That's great, now promise your never going to try shit like that again", Ash said. "I promise I said hugging everybody. "Hey girls, I didn't know you guys would be here", Jai said appearing at the door. "We will leave you two alone", Irusha said smiling walking out of the room followed by the others. Hey", I said embracing Jai into a hug. "Revon, can I ask you something?" Jai questioned. "Sure", I replied. "Can you promise me that you will never do that again?", Jai said with his eyes tearing up. "My friends asked me the same question, I answered saying that I won't do it again, but honestly I don't know, I was depressed, it could happen again, I can't promise anything", I said. "I'm surprised that I didn't even die, I thought I would but I didn't", I said as tears filled my eyes. "Don't say that", Jai said crying immensely. "Jai a part of me wanted to die", I said looking up. "No, No, I can't lose you too", he blurted out. "What are you talking about?" I asked looking Jai in the eyes. "Nothing, don't worry", Jai said. "No, your hiding something, please just tell me, I'm in a bad state, things are bad enough as it is", I said as my tears ran down my face. "She was my first girlfriend", Jai said breathing like he was going to explode.
(Jai's POV)
"She was my first girlfriend", I said breathing deeply.
Flash back
"Megan, step away from edge!" I screamed running towards the edge of the boat. The storm grew bigger and stronger, I grabbed megan's arm and pulled against my body. I gave her small kiss and tried as hard as I could to pull her away from the edge, but the current of the wind was way too strong, she fell into the ocean. "Jai Help Me!", She yelled reaching out. I tried jumping overboard to save her but my family stopped me. I cried and cried into my hands until the storm had settled, we went all around looking for Megan's body, it wasn't found. The next day I was walking along the beach and notice something washing up to shore, it was Megan, all pale, I picked her up and got help, but it was too late, she drowned at least 24 hours ago. My first girlfriend was gone, I swore to never date anyone again.
"What happened?" Revon asked reaching out for my hand. I held her hands tight not letting go, I began the story to Revon. "Megan was my first girlfriend back in year 7, she was so amazing,I loved her so much, a little too much actually, our families decided to go on a boat trip, we were so excited, but the week we went there were storms everyday, the last day the storm was a lot stronger and bigger then before, megan was at the edge of the boat, I gave a kiss before I tried pulling her away from the edge and then she just slipped...... my heart sunk, she called my name out for help, I tried jumping over board to save her but my family stopped me, when the storm cleared up I demanded that we go to find her, her body was no where to be seen, the next day I found her washed up on the beach, doctors say that she drowned 24 hours ago, my life ended there, I didn't want to date any other girl because of that, but after I met you I honestly couldn't resist", I cried giving Revon a big bear hug. "Jai I'm so sorry, I didn't know", Revon apologised. "Don't worry, I don't wear those 'my 1st gf drowned' t-shirts these days", I laughed. "Anyway my point is that after she died I was devistated and depressed, but if you die Revon I will literally kill myself, I love you way too much Revon and I can't lose you", I said giving Revon a small kiss. "I won't put you through that Jai, I promise", she said as she hugs me again.
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Fiksi PenggemarRevon Weerawardana is a young girl who came Second in X factor 2012, she meets her Idol Jai Waetford (third finalist in X factor 2013) in her new school, they both have disguises so they cant be reconised. They slowly fall in love, then realise thei...