Victoria's Rants

math teachers

literaLLY MY MATH TEACHERS WONT STOP CALLING ON ME WHEN I DONT HAVE MY HAND UP

LIKE I NEVER HAVE MY HAND UP IN MATH BECAUSE I NEVER KNOW THE ANSWER AND THERES LIKE ALWAYS AT LEAST FOUR KIDS WITH THEIR HANDS UP BUT NOPE FORGET THEM LETS CALL ON VICTORIA WHO IS NEVER SURE OF ANYTHING IN MATH CLASS HAHA LETS EMBARRASS HER AS SHE SITS THERE AWKWARDLY WITH NO ANSWER AHAHAHAHAH

ARE THEY JUST PISSED THAT IM STUPID WHEN IT COMES TO MATH TO WHERE ITS FUN FOR THEM TO WATCH ME GET ALL SWEATY AT MY DESK AND SIT THERE WITH SO MUCH ANXIETY WTF

IDK IF YOU KNOW BUT IN ALL OF MY CLASSES THE ONLY CLASS I DONT RAISE MY HAND IN IS IN MATH BECAUSE IM ALWAYS UNSURE OF MY ANSWERS TO WHERE EVEN WHEN I KNOW MY ANSWER IS RIGHT I STILL DONT RAISE MY HAND BECAUSE ITS LIKE "HAHAHAHA BITCH YOU THOUGHT NOPE THE ANSWER IS 0.0056"

AND WHEN THEY DO CALL ON ME I FEEL SO MUCH ANXIETY AND I JUST QUIETLY PANIC IN MY SEAT AS MY HAND GROW SWEATY AND EW ITS GROSS I JUST GET SO UNCOMFORTABLE AND I FEEL LIKE THE STUPIDEST KID IN THE WORLD AND ITS SUCH A BAD FEELING AND I ALWAYS WANT TO JUST JUMP OFF A CLIFF WHEN THEY TELL ME IM WRONG

AND OF COURSE MY CRUSH IS IN MY MATH CLASS SO ITS SO MUCH FUN WHEN THEY CALL ME WHEN I DONT KNOW THE ANSWER AND HE WATCHES ME (WHICH BRINGS UP MY ANXIETY BY 89063%) AS I SIT THERE LIKE SOME IDIOT THAT SHOULD GO BACK TO SECOND GRADE MATH BECAUSE I CANT EVEN TELL TIME WHAT THE HELL MAKES YOU THINK I CAN DO PERCENTS

AND WHEN THEY CALL ON ME I THINK LIKE BITCH YOUVE SEEN MY MATH TEST AND QUIZ SCORES OK WE BOTH KNOW IM TERRIBLE AT MATH AND ANYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH IT SO WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I KNOW WHAT THE ANSWER IS

I FEEL LIKE AN IDIOT EVERY TIME AND I HATE EVERYONE AND I JUST WANT TO TELL HOW MUCH PRESSURE THEY PUT ON ME AND HOW I DONT LIKE BEING PUT ON THE SPOT THANK YOU VERY MUCH

LIKE THANKS FOR MAKING ME HATE MATH THAN I USUALLY DO LIKE IN THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR IT WAS OK SINCE THEY NEVER CALLED ON ME AND I WAS DECENT IN MATH BUT NOW ITS LIKE

MOTHERFUCKER WYD STOP CALLING ON ME

AND I SIT THERE LIKE HELLO THERE WAS FIVE KIDS WHO HAD THEIR HANDS ALL THE WAY UP AND WANTED TO ANSWER THE QUESTION BUT NOPE WHY NOT PUT VICTORIA THROUGH HELL BECAUSE ITS FUNNY

NO ITS NOT HELPING ME GET BETTER IN CLASS ITS ONLY GIVING ME MORE ANXIETY THAN I ALREADY HAVE WHICH IS A LOAD SO LEAVE ME ALONE K