I miss You

chapter 6

Diane
I was sitting in my room after getting my clothes together for school. Mama was home for once and was actually resting. I know she tired she works her ass off for us at the hospital as a LPN. I had just got done texting the crew. I was about to actually call Morsea when Danny ass came in my room.

I automatically started to think of a way for this shit not to go down. I've been doing pretty good avoiding him since I got back this summer. He closed the door and locked it. Which caused my heart rate to speed up. Why does he hate me so much. All the hoes after him why is it that I am his object if sexual cruelty.

"Please, just leave me alone"
"Bitch please. You been gone all summer. I just wanna taste tonight. I miss you flavor"
"Just leave. If you wake up mama you gone make it worse for you."

As he got closer I could only cry harder. Why does he want to touch me. How could he see his baby sister as his play toy. Thank God that I'm still a virgin but with him I'm afraid of how long that will be possible.

I jut laid there an cried, when he was done he punched me in my stomach. Something he did to poor and show that he would and could do worse if I opened my mouth. I balled up until the pain subsided. My phone was ringing and it was Sea(say) but I couldn't answer at the moment. I'll talk to him at school.

The pain finally went away enough for me to get up and get in the shower but I locked my door, which I should have in the 1st place but even that never stopped him. He would always find a way in. I got in the shower and scrubbed myself. I feel so worthless and nasty. Once out the shower I put on a long sleeve shirt and my pajama pants and crawled in bed and cried myself to sleep......

Fuck my life.......

Morsea
Me and the niggas was laughing and acting silly, Nelson dumbass was talking bout how Dee blew him down cuz he was texting her tryna holla. These niggas some fools.

"Aye, Sea (say) you heard from Dee?, tell my baby mama give me a chance"
"Boy you dumb asf lol, naw let me call her............. She must be in the shower she not answering"

Somehow that shit didn't sit well with me. But I would find out in the morning. I was holding my phone and answered it without looking thinking it was Dee...... Ugh it wasn't......

"Hello"
"Hey bae I miss you"
"What happen Cyn? You find out bout your nigga other girl?
" don't do my like that you always got my heart"

Ugh why do I love this girl. All we do is go back and forth. One minute I feel like we meant to be the next I feel like she the biggest mistake of my life.

"What you call for Cyn?"
"To talk to you"
"Talk, (exhales) I'm listening"

I know what you saying but she was the 1st girl I ever loved our love is crazy but its a constant. We talked for the rest of the night. Mostly because I wanted to stay woke incase Dee called me back. After getting off the phone with Cyn. I took the crew home.

As I was getting out the shower my mom's was just getting home from work.

"Hey baby, you got everything for school tomorrow?"
"Yes ma'am, how was work?"
"Tiring, but I'm off tomorrow so ima sleep alllll day, lol"
"Ion blame ya mama. I love you."
"I'm bout to take a long bath and zonk out, I love you too"
"Goodnight"
"Goodnight baby"

I watched as mama walked out and closed the door I finish drying off and put on my boxers and b ball shorts laid down and went to sleep finally after trying to call Dee 3more times......

I guess she went to sleep.....
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