I miss You

chapter 31

Diane
I woke up to a arm around me. I turned my head it was Sea. I went to get up and couldn't get loose as usual. After a few seconds I finally did without waking him up. I picked up my phone it said 6,damn I slept late.

I went to the bathroom and used it and washed my hands. Then looked at my face the bruise has gotten darker than it was this morning. I know ima have to hear shit now. My make up is down stairs. Ugh I sucked it up and walked down stairs and saw the crew.

"what's good"
"you feel better? "
"yes Nelson "
"where my boy? "
"sleep Troy"
"so you ready to talk? "
" let it go scoop"

I walked in the kitchen to see what my aunt had, I saw fish. So that's what I did. I fried fish and fries. As I was cooking with my earbuds in my ear, I felt arms snake around me. I turned around to be kissed by Sea. When we parted he rubbed my cheek. I moved his hand.

"Dee? "
"no Sea, let it go. I fought back. I'm good don't dwell on it"

He clenched his jaw he wanted to say something so bad, I turned around to finish cooking. He kissed my neck and walked out. If about 30 minutes I was done fixed plates, but the smell alone had my stomach doing too much. I told them to come eat as I walked back up stairs to scoop room.

When I closed the door there was a knock....

"who is it? "
"sis it's me"
"boy this your room come in"

He walked in with his plate, OMG wrong move I ran to the bathroom and threw up. OMG is this how it's going to be the whole time?

"you straight? "
"your plate, go away"
"lol, Iight. We will talk later"
"blah blah, iight"

I laid on the bed looking at the ceiling. My cellphone rung, it was my mom.

"hey mommy "
"her girl, you coming home ?"
"you off tonight? "
"no I'm just on break"
"nope, I'll come get some clothes so I can see you"
"OK baby. Tell the boys I said hey"
"I will, they probably come with me"
"OK, see you in a minute "
"yes ma'am "

I walked down stairs told the boys I was running by the house to see moms. Of course everybody wanted to roll. Scoop snatch the keys and wouldn't let me drive. I see Sea peeping the whole situation, but I ignored it and looked out the window.

We pulled up to my house, and I jumped out ready to see my mama.

"girl be careful "
"cut the shit scoop"
"what ima missing ?"
"nothing "
"bae don't be lying to me"
"I'm not "

Before the convo could go any further I walked in the house, but I didn't see mama I saw Danny and the new hoe for the month.

"where mama? "
"so your hoeing ass home I see? "
"hoe, nigga the only hoe here is your ass. Is this the new for this month, how many more weeks she gone last before you switch up"
"bitch"

He stood up and came towards me but before he could get to me and choke me, Nelson stood in front of me. As Scoop and Sea walked in looking at the scene tryna figure out what's going on.

"Danny, ion ever say shit, mostly cuz Dee hide shit but keep your fucking hands off my Lil sister"
"Nelson take yo..."
"no take your ass. Out of respect we all sit back and don't say shit. But this shit stops or your ass is over"

With that Nelson walked out side lighting a blunt as the boys looked at me. My blood was boiling and my stomach was on 10. I ran up stairs to my room into my bathroom and threw up. Like I really had something to throw up. I got my anxiety pills and took one.

I looked in the mirror before I went in my mama's room.

"Heyyyyyyy mommy "
"hey girly"
"Dee, stop stressing, you gaining weight again, and you were doing so good"
"really MA, that's all you can say?"
" I didn't mean it like that Dee"
"don't even worry about it, ima home get my clothes and be out"
"wait, what happened to your face"
"your son"
"Danny wouldn't hurt you girl who you hiding for? That Lommie boy again?!
"mama no, me and Danny got into a fight again like always. Like we just did down stairs "
"y'all need to work on y'all bullshit"
"whatever"
"don't whatever me lil girl"
"yes ma'am "

I went to pack my clothes. And I couldn't stop the tears thay fell from my face. If she didn't believe me about this she definitely wouldn't believe me about the other stuff, and what would she say about the baby. I cant tell till I figure this out. I finished packing.

"mama I'm gone back to scoops"
"and that better be all. If I catch you with your legs up, that's where ima leave you"

I couldn't even reply I just walked out side, got in the car and buried my face in my hands sobbing. I'm so fuxking alone in this world. When we got back to my aunts I didn't say anything I just went and got back in the bed and cried myself to sleep.

Surrounded but all alone.......
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Well whatcha thinking?

She still not saying anything about the baby.

Her moms words.

Danny was bout to get it. Don't worry his day coming.

Scoop knows but will he give her time to tell Sea or will he.

Whenever Sea finds out, how is going to feel?

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