I miss You

chapter 27

Morsea
I woke up this morning feeling heavy hearted. This summer has been great and my love Dee, our relationship couldn't be any better. But hanging with my cousins is starting to get hectic. I can't tell Dee cuz she will flip out.

I'm trying some shit out to help my mama. But I told them I would think about if I would get in it heavy or not. Gotta focus on school and football. Right now that's my only guarantee out.

I slowly get out bed, basically cuz I'm high asf but I gotta pick up my beautiful bae. To think all these years we were just friends then God let her come on to the other side,lol. Anyway I get in the shower and use my axe chocolate body wash while rinsing off I started thinking bout my sexy as girl. Lawd he blessed me with a good one, let me stop. I hop out not really feeling the 1st day plus I'm not tryna impress nobody I got my queen. I put on a v neck tie and some blue try religion jeans and my black and blues jays and head to the black and Range Rover to go get bae.....

Diane
I woke up not really feeling today but was happy because I would see my love. The summer seem to go by to fast. To finally get the boy of my dreams and to be loved on soooooo good. Our relationship has been great. Something has been off with Morsea but for the most part even thing has been great. I finally got up out the bed and headed to the shower. A hour later I got out and lotioned up then slipped on my vs lime green lace bra and panty set and then slipped on my black leather puts pink shirt and black leather light jacket.

I put on my all black Jordans and went down stairs to wait on bae. While I was doing that I was eating yogurt with strawberries and granola. When I say it was life it was. But while I get my life from this is think I got too much cuz I ,had to stop eating before I lost my life lol. I put up the rest for later. I heard a horn and I knew Sea was here. I double checked everything including my make up and as I got ready to walk out Danny walked up and rubbed my ass. Let me remind you he wasn't here all summer he was at varsity camp. I didn't even know the bitch was here....

"Don't touch me"
"Oh we bold now huh? Who you given my push away to?"
"Nobody and nothing on my body belongs to you"

Just as he was about to touch my treasure, Sea walked in and Danny was already moving because I'm sure he heard the keys when I didnt. I was scared and heated at the same time. How come he keeps seeing email as his sexy puppet, how does he see his little sister as his practice doll. Sea walked up to me and wiped a tear in didn't even know it released.

"Bae you alright?"
"Yeah I'm fine"
"Yeah, alright if you say so"

I'm sure he didn't believe me but glad at the moment he didn't push the issue. Times like these make me miss Mitchell. (Older brother that died) we head out to his car and before I got in he stopped me looked in my eyes and just held me. I broke down. I really couldn't even tell you why. At least I stood up your Danny this time.

"Bae you know I'm always here and you can tell me anything. Just cuz we together doesn't change that"

I didn't answer back in already knew I could. It just seems so hard to say to him cuz I know when he does find out he gone flip on us both. Me for not telling and Danny for his evilness. The thought of him touching me made me cry harder and then my stomach was doing horrible flips I ran to the side of the house and threw up. I keep mouth wash because I'm so self conscious about my breath and how I smell that I keep it in my purse at all times. By the time I was done rinsing out my mouth, Sea silly ass was standing there with a raised eyebrow looking at me funny. Oh hell no, I already know what he thinking but nope..... no sir, the devil is the biggest liar.

"Don't look at me like that it's my nerves"
"Dee, what's going on?"
"Nothing bae, damn. Let it go let's go to school "

He nods his head as he walks off. I didn't mean to be such a bitch, I just can't talk about it right now. I drop my head to fight more tears that are really tryna funk my face and day up. I feel my anxiety kicking in and I try and steady my breathing like Dr hunter taught me and as I close my eyes I feel bae grab my hand and kiss it. That helps but I keep seeing the whole thing before we left the house and it take a little longer. He's seen me have one before so he doesn't freak which is good because the last thing I need is for him to freak with me. By the time we reach school, I'm cool and collected........

"I'm sorry Sea, I didn't mean to be so harsh"
"It's cool, my baby gotcha like dat"
"Niagara please..... keep that craziness to yoself we just now sophomores
Don't put that shit on me"
"Iight we will see"

I ignore his dumbest statements before I snap his damn neck, we walk up to the crew.

"Dee you look different asf"
"Nothing I don't nigga. You just haven't seen me in a week"
"Exactly so stop ignoring us"
"Nelson why, you and troy a,ways gotta talk shit go....a....way"
"Well damn, excuse us for being who we are"

I walk off cuz I swear they get on my nerves sometimes and I have too much on the brain and ready then to let them irk me. And once again this year I have all but 1 class with them which is gym, well I take that back because as soon and ready I stepped out the dressing room in my gym uniform there they were. Ugh.

Lord keep me this year...................

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