Morsea
Everything went black, when I woke up it was Diane hollering and cussing me out and throwing shit at me. Damn how did I get here , better yet wtf happen. I look up at every one and the crew is laughing. Ion see shit funny. I'm freaking out. Yeah I've been prepared or so I thought for This day, I stand feeling my legs come back alive. I walk up to Dee to kiss her forehead as she sweats and she hauled off and hit me so hard I hard to pray to God and take a deep breath. I closed my eyes and then open them back up at her in the eyes and see the pain she in. Seems the whole room got quiet and waited to see what was about to go on. Before I could reply scoop dumb ass burst out laughing. I mean holding his side tears running down his face laughing. I ignore him and walk back up to Dee and kiss her forehead again, this time she didn't hit me but held me tight a contraction hit her hard.
"Ahhhhhhhhhh, you fuck boy, why did you do this to meeeee!!!!!!"
"Bae, I'm sorry I love you so much "
"Nigga fuck you and your sorries"
I couldn't anything but laugh she straight just went left on a nigga. It was her damn fault to but now that she in labor it's on me, the hell they do that at. At that moment the nurse came in and gave me a look of sympathy. She must have heard the conversation.
"Don't worry son, she doesn't mean it, I promise once your blessing is born she will be nice"
And as soon as the contraction passed Dee looked at me and start crying. Omg I thought these bipolar emotions were suppose to be gone when they in labor, the hell I thought.
"Baby I'm sorry I love you don't leave me please, I need you"
"I'm not going anywhere baby, calm down, breath please"
The next thing they did I definitely was not ready for. They made everyone step out but me as they had her sit on the side of the bed and lean over her food tray table thing with a pillow on top and began to clean her back with this brown stuff. Then I saw a doctor pull out this looooooong ass needle. Can you say a nigga was sweating and they weren't even about to stick me. Awe hell naw they not bout to stick that shit in my baby.
"What the Fuck is that? What y'all doing to her?"
"Sir this is the epidural, it's helps with the pain of labor."
"You fuck up, I'm fucking you up"
"Us too"
I turned around to see pops and the crew standing in the doorway with the hardest mugs on their faces. I saw the doctor gulp and swallow as he watched pops grab his waist. I had to save this man cuz his life was def in danger behind this young lady he knew nothing about.
"Daddy, go away and get mama NOW!"
Dee said through gritted teeth. She saved his life on so many levels. Her Aunt came in and held one hand as I held the Other. I couldn't watch them stick her so I just looked into her eyes so that she focused on me. After thirty minutes they were finally done and she was numb. They checked her again and she was at seven centimeters. I don't know what they shit mean because they said she has to be ten. The closer and harder I watch the contractions on the monitor the more I paced. I so need a blunt, but I cant. I will be here till I hear my son cry. Looked at the clock and it was already 6:30p.m.
A day and half later
Yes you read it correctly, they said labour can take forever and they weren't lying. Then this bitchass doctor talking about a C-section, but after moms calm cussed her out she got her mind right and told them to take a nap. I dozed off till Dee punched me. I jumped up in a panic
"baby something not right, call the doctor " Dee said in tears
I instantly ran out if the room to get the doctor. She came in with three nurses with different carts of shit. I'm bout to go into panic mode.
"OK baby spread your legs like before, OK you are at ten and I can feel the babies head. That's the funny feeling that you felt. It's time guys" the doc said
"no I'm scared " Dee cried
" I know you are but we are all here baby, it's going to be ok" the doctor assured us
They prepped everything and got her in place. Removed the bottom of the bed and set up a bag. What the hell they gone do with that? I know they not gone put my baby in no trash, Tf!?
"what's all that? " I asked serious as ever
"it's for the after birth calm down" mama said
I just nodded. They sat Dee up and told her when she felt pressure to push
"I feel it, I feel it, oh my God " Dee screamed
"on the count of three, push and hold it for ten seconds. Push at the bottom like you're trying to use it, now, one, two, three, push!" the doctor told her
"1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10" I counted
"that's good one more good push like that and his head will be out. Now push" the doctor told her and See pushed and I counted
"OK stop, even when you feel pressure don't push, his cord is wrapped around his neck. Stay calm"
As she turned to get some tools I noticed that my son was still sliding out.
"baby she said don't push " I told Dee getting pissed cuz she being hard headed
"I'm not they doing it" she cried
At that moment I looked up to see a panic looked on the nurse face and the doctor turned around just in time to catch my son. Guess he was tired of being in there. But his heart rate was dropping fast and the doctor and nurses went I to complete full mode. She was getting the clamps, as she was about to cut his cord his heart monitor flat lined...........
Oh God, please no
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