I miss You

chapter 23

Diane
I know y'all think I'm tripping. I may be, but he deserves someone better. Someone not so damaged and flawed. I'm already a burden enough as a best friend without being a even bigger burden as his girl. I don't. I tried to pay attention in class. To say it was an epic fail is an understatement.

1st three periods went by just fine we I guess they did. I just went thru the motions. My mind kept going back to the kiss. It's the 1sr time I ever felt like that. I felt like it was just Morsea and I in the world. And the whole Danny situation, see I can't. I can't let him find out he will be disgusted and dump me anyway so no need in even starting it in the 1st place.

My dreams will never come thru like that. Love may be what I want but I will never be worth it. I'm broken, no I'm damn near shattered. I........

The bell rings as I walking to lunch to signal everyone without lunch at this time to go to class. I walk down the hall in a daze kinda just thinking. And fighting the anxiety attack that seems to want to take me out in this hallway. Before I opened the door I took a deep breath and entered.
Time to face him.... But before I got to the table scoop pull me to the courtyard.......

Scoop
Ion know what these two damn nuts got going but they need to get this shit together. I know they love each other hell we all know it and I'm not talking about no best friend love either. He finally accepting his and she running full speed. Gotta find out what's really going on.....

"so, he told us he kissed you"

The look on her face o could tell she was about to have a panic attack. I reached in her bag and got her meds and the water she was carrying and made her take a pill. Something else is off. It's not just the kiss. I don't know what, but I will find out.

"Dee, breath Sis. I'm here I got you"

She nods as she calms down. But looks like she bout to break down crying at any moment. Ahhhh hell is she on her period?

"what's wrong with you? Why you finna cry, you on your period?"
"no dumbass"

OH LAWD SHE PREGNANT. IM BOUT TO GO TO JAIL. WTF WAS BOLD ENOUGH. YEO THEY FINNA DIE!!!!!!

"(bucks eyes) you pregnant!?"
"no scoop. Damn. " (tears start falling)
"I know you my cousin but to me you my sister please tells me what's wrong? "

She looks down. I want to shake her and make her speak. When she looks up, it was like she was having a battle on if she would tell me the real reason or not.

"(whispers) "he deserves better"
"nigga are you high? You are better Dee"
"(sobbing) no I'm not. I'm no good. I'm damaged. Yes I love him but I can't be a bigger burden. Just leave it please."

I got a feeling in the pit of my stomach it's something deeper she not telling me. The hurt in her eyes, I already know ima have to kill somebody.

"Dee if somebody messing with you, you know you can tell me right? "
"gotta go to the bathroom, love you scoop"

She hurried off without even replying. I need to find out what going with her. She has a session today maybe I can he the doc to pull some out. I swear if somebody hurting I ain't gone no understanding.......

Troy
Hey y'all. Ion talk much but just know I pay attention to alot. Morsea been inlove with Dee and vice versa but these niggas are so stubborn like yooooo, y'all bugging. Fuck already. Me and Nelson watching Morsea look around for Dee but she's nowhere to be found. He def need a chill pill....

"my nigga woosah "
"I'm straight, I just. Ugh I don't want her to hate me"
"nigga she could hate you. She love your bipolar ass as much as you love her if not more. Give her time to process it"
"maybe you right"
"Nelson why you quiet"
"(fakes cries) he stole my baby mama. (then he laughs)

This nigga.

"naw but forreal Sea, she love you dawg. Just give ha a minute."
"you right, thanks my niggas"

I hope this play out right....
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Hello my beautiful butterflies.
Well there you have it. I have another one coming.

Sea freaking out still lol.

See, po Dee.

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