I messed up.
Oh God, I messed up.
One message and now it's all I can think of.
For months now, I've been good.
I've been sacrificing myself in order to please somebody else.
Now, I slipped up.
I'm no longer invisible.
He's going to see me,
to scream at me.
And the voices inside are going to laugh at me.
I should've thought about it first.
I need to calm down and breathe.
Maybe just go to sleep?
Please let him just leave it alone.
I wish I could click unsend.
I just couldn't help myself.
Bringing up things that I know he will flip out about.
I wish I could go back to being under the radar,
to being invisible.
