Torn & Hurt,
Completely in the dirt.
Trashed and Smashed,
Completely without worth.
God, she's lost it.
She's lost her hope,
Her own self worth.
She want to feel more,
More pain, more of what she deserves.
She's out in the rain,
Standing like a traffic cone,
Completely alone.
And she's screaming,
Because no matter who sees,
No matter where the world says she should be,
Who she should be,
She sucks with directions & God
She's more lost than she seems.
She's shattered and gaged by her own gasping breaths,
Yet smiles and laughs,
Lost in what should be while fighting reality.
She's just fucking lost her damn sanity.