I don't know what I'm doing right now.
I don't know why I feel this way,
continuing to think the things I think.
I guess my minds just clouded.
Clouded by doubt, by emotion,
by the thoughts I refuse to take into motion.
Clouded by pain, and hurt, and pretending.
Clouded by the tears that fill my eyes and keep me from breathing.
Clouded by the feel of my heart breaking over and over again,
for the same old reason.
Clouded by the screams that fill my ears and keep me from thinking.
Clouded by the people that ask so many questions that leave me completely speechless.
Clouded by the hurt I force upon myself, so that I can finally focus.
I just wish it would rain.
i just wish everything would go away.
I don't know what I'm doing right now.
I don't know why I feel this way,
continuing to think the things I think.
I guess my minds just clouded.
