You Left Me (Louis Tomlinson FanFiction) EDITING IN PROGRESS

Chapter 6

I looked up to where the voice was coming from. My eyes were blinded with sunlight and tears but I saw a shadowy female figure. Her shoulder-length coffee colour hair looks so shiny and flawless along with her tiny body.

"Am I daydreaming again?" I thought sighing in my head.

"I have to stop daydreaming about Megs... Stop it Louis William Tomlinson, Megs is not here...She is not here," I repeated in my head.

"What are you doing here Tommo?" the voice repeated coldly again. I stood up to face the voice and squinted my eyes then wiped them then blinked over and over again to make sure that I am not dreaming. I can't find my voice at all. My whole body is numb and my brain is completely blank.

"M-Megs?" I whisper to the figure.

"You don't belong here Tommo. Now leave me alone with my parents...please," she said her voice breaking at the end.

"W-wait... Is...is... this really you M-Megs?" I stuttered with my words but hopefully I got my message across.

"Who do you think Tommo? Now please leave me alone with my parents... please." she said her voice trembling and pushing me aside. She called me Tommo again... talking to me with her emotionless voice... this could only mean that she doesn't want anything to do with me... at all.

"Duh, you don't say," my mind remarks sarcastically.

"Ok Megs... I will leave if that's what you want," I said sighing with tears coming back again, "but please hear me out first... please Megs?"

"You don't deserve a second chance for what you did to me Tommo," she spoke frostily, "but talk, because I think we should clear every connection we had together."

*Megs' POV*

I don't mean to be so emotionless towards Lou...who meant everything to me and still do, but I don't think I can make myself believe that the same person who left me on my own 5 years ago is the same person who is right in front of me after all those years. Besides, he broke all our promises... especially the very last one we made when we were 14.

-------- FLASHBACK 6 YEARS AGO --------

*Still Megs' POV*

We were sitting side by side with our legs hanging down from the edge of the tree house, admiring the sunset. We both had this thing with sunsets every evening. We would race to my tree house about 10 minutes before the sunset and just stare at the sun going down.

On that day, I ran to the tree house 10 minutes before and sat there, waiting for Lou. I waited and waited but he never came. The sun started to go down slowly and that's when Lou appeared, looking puffed out. "Hey Megs!" he waved from the bottom of the tree house grinning widely then he climbed up the tree.

"I am so sorry... I was with Alyssa," he explained and I raised my eyebrows questionably. "Oh umm... Alyssa just asked me out," Lou explained looking at the ground, embarrassed. But the words 'asked me out' kept repeating in my head. I looked at him then simply said, "Alyssa?" and he nodded.

"What did you say?"

"Umm... that I don't want a girlfriend at the moment..."

"What? Why? But I thought you liked her Lou!"

"What? Where did you get that from? I like someone else!" he shouted then covered his mouth like he shouldn't have said it.

"Ooh-la-la Lou!! Tell me! Who?!" I say nudging his legs slightly that was hanging out like mine. I was kind of hoping it was me but I knew that I never had a chance with someone like Lou. He only thought of me as his sidekick best friend and I am fine with that... I think.

His face become so red like a tomato then he looked up and... kissed me. I was shocked so I pulled apart. "What are you doing Lou?"

"I really like you Megs," he said sheepishly looking down, "I like you... a lot... and I didn't tell you because I was scared that you wouldn't want to be my friend anymore," I was so stunned by his reply because that was how I felt too.

"I really like you too Lou," I said. His eyes were full of happiness and relief and so was mine. We both turned around to face the sunset that was about to be over. We were side by side with our legs hanging down from the edge of the tree house and Lou put his hand on mine and we smiled at each other.

"Nothing else matters as long as I have you Lou," I whispered.

"Promise me again that you will never leave me alone..." I make him promise my worst fear.

"I promise that I will never leave you alone Megs," he whispered back. Then as the sun went down, I nuzzled my head onto his shoulder and his put his head on mine, kissing my the top of my hair softly. I only thought things like these happened in movies but it's actually happening to me now. I wanted to live this moment for the rest of my life.

-------- END OF FLASHBACK --------

*Megs' POV*

All those memories are the ones that I can never replace with anyone else but I knew I had to be strong here and have some self-respect for myself . I can't be like those easy-forgiving girls. "Go ahead and talk Tommo," I said.

A/N - So... did you expect them to be in a relationship when they were 14? Do you think what Megs is doing is right? Having her own self respect? Or should she forgive him easily? Remember, this story isn't all about love and relationships... ;)