You Left Me (Louis Tomlinson FanFiction) EDITING IN PROGRESS

Chapter 7

A/N - Love you all whoever is reading this... and remember that each and every one of you are amazing!

By the way, listen to the song on the side while reading if you'd like :) (It's 'Moments' by One Direction)

*Louis' POV*

Ok, get your mind to start thinking Louis... what do you want to say? Ugh why can't I think of anything? Oh wow she looks stunning just like 5 years ago. Wait. No. That's not the point. I need to apologise. Where do I even start? For leaving her then coming back now? For having not broken up with her properly and having another girlfriend? But that's what management made me do to get more 'fame'. I mean... Eleanor is a beautiful girl but that doesn't mean I have forgotten Megs. Megs was my first love. My first girlfriend. My everything. If she only knew I still love her and how much she -

"Hello? Louis William Tomlinson? Are you still there?" she waved her hands across my face, looking really annoyed with her little cute nose scrunched up.

"Umm... Megs, I know this might be too much to ask but can we go talk somewhere else please?"

"Ugh... asking for favours... as always," she rolled her eyes and I pouted my bottom lips at her cute action.

Well, it's true that I ask her for a lot of favours when we were little like for homework and stuff. I can't believe she still remembered that. Maybe she still loves me. 'Love' Louis? Who are you kidding? It was probably the 'teenage lust' relationship for Megs back then... but a completely different story for me.

Her eyebrows are now closed together showing that she is in deep thoughts. Oh so adorable Megs. Ugh Louis. I have to stop staring at her or all those feelings will be back. But who cares, they have been with me everyday, every minute and every second since I left her... which I shouldn't have done.

"Fine. Just this once because I will never see you again anyway," she says holding her index finger up at saying 'once' but still no emotion... at all. But I saw her usual childish act of holding her index finger up and I smiled to myself, happy that she hasn't change some habits of hers.

"Ok... so Star Bucks? I will buy you hot chocolate with extra marshmallows," I said hoping she will follow along and maybe even smile a bit because I remember her favourite drink. But she still have the blank face plastered across her face. Man, she really must be mad at me. But I don't blame her because she has every right to be mad at me... it's all my fault after all... I am lucky that she's at least talking to me. I am lucky that she's here.

"Whatever but you better make this fast Tommo."

"Alright I will, I saw one at the corner of the street on the way here... so I guess we can walk?"

"Ok, then walk."

I look at her hand to maybe, just maybe, hold it close to mine but she kept it in her jeans pocket. I guess neither of us wanted to say anything until we get to the destination so the walk out of the cemetery was quiet except for the leaves rustling under our feet and the warm breeze. That was until we got to the entrance with lots of roses and suddenly I have an idea.

I smirk to myself thinking of my awesome idea but will Megs follow along? Anyway, it will be worth a try since she said this is the last time we will see each other. Alright, deep breath Louis... three... two... and one.

"M-Megs...? Would you mind doing me another favour?" I say breaking the silent.

"What's with you and favours?" she sighed loudly and I made puppy-dogs eyes begging her.

"Louis William Tomlinson, you are officially number one on the 'most annoying people in the world' list!" she said putting her fingers into quotation marks.

"I know right!" I said sassily, flashing her one of my best smiles with my hands on my hips and pouting at the same time. Come on, she won't be able to resist this mimic. But guess what? She did. Resisted I mean.

"Alright, get to your 'favour' Tommo and this is the last one I am doing for you, just because you are going to keep on annoying me."

"Okie-dokey Megs!" I said cheerfully. "Sit down here..." and I lead her to the metal bench at the entrance.

"Ok." she said coldly but sat down anyway.

"Now close your eyes and count to 20!" I said cheekily. She gasped and I think she knows what I am up to...

I went and picked five most beautiful and colourful roses that were on the entrance decoration and put them together in a bunch.

I yelled to her, "Don't peek Megs!" and ran back to her and kneeled down in front of her, holding the bunch of roses, trying to cover my face with it and said, "Ok, now open your eyes."

She fluttered her eyes open and there's still no happy emotion on her face.

"You think I will forgive you this easily?" she barely spoke, "BY YOU GIVING ME ROSES LIKE WHEN WE WERE 12?" she yelled suddenly. I looked around to see if there was anyone but no one was there since this cemetery was literally on the outer edge of the town.

"YOU, LOUIS WILLIAM TOMLINSON, LEFT ME! ALRIGHT? YOU LEFT ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST, YOU BROKE ALL OUR PROMISES! DID THOSE EVEN MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?! DID OUR FIRST KISS MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?! DID I MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?!" she shouted the loudest I've ever heard her shout... well, she never really shouted before.

"DO YOU THINK JUST BY GIVING ME THOSE STUPID ROSES," she threw them away onto the ground, taking me by surprise, "THAT I WILL FORGIVE YOU?! FOR ALL THOSE YEARS?! FOR WHEN I HAD TO SCRATCH UP ALL THE MONEY THAT MY PARENTS LEFT FOR ME AND TRY TO FACE EVERYDAY?! FOR WHEN I WAS BULLIED AT SCHOOL BECAUSE I WAS CRYING ALL THE TIME?! FOR WHEN YOU DIDN'T EVEN SAY GOOD BYE TO ME AND YOU LEFT ME?!" she yelled again with all her energy left and she looks drained. Me? I did all those to her? I let her get bullied? I know I didn't say good bye to her because I didn't want her to get hurt by me leaving along with her parent's death. Maybe I should've said good bye?

"You... don't know what it's like... it's like you waking up one morning and you've lost everyone that you love... it's like having every part of you taken away..." she whispered and broke down.

I didn't know what to do except kneel down and give her a big bear hug, "B-but I am here for you now Megs..."

"What? To take me back into your arms? For now?! Get lost Louis! You were never here for me!" she said pushing me away from her.

I pushed my hands through my messy hair and sighed, "I don't know how to make you forgive me Megs..."

"Then take some time to think about it away from your superstar life." She walked to a small blue Ford and got into the car. Wait. She knows about me being in One Direction? Well duh Louis, you are literally everywhere these days so she most likely does.

"Oh and don't worry about your offer on hot chocolate with extra marshmallows" and with that, she left, away from me.

A/N - Ok that was chapter 7 done! What's happening here so far with 'Elouner', this is just for this fan fiction, sorry to all you shippers... Oops! ;)