You Left Me (Louis Tomlinson FanFiction) EDITING IN PROGRESS

Chapter 16

A/N - Please do enjoy reading! :) xoxo (Again, this thing with Elouner is made up meaning all the storyline and personalities are only for this story)

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*Megs' POV*

"Of course, I will be honoured to fulfil your wishes" he whispers now and leans in close to me. I flutter my eyes close and in a matter of seconds, I feel his soft lips brushing on mine. The kiss itself was passionate but there was something else to it. The touch that I crave for, the need and want that I feel about Lou... which reminds me that no matter what, I will never leave him. Ever.

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*Louis' POV*

Her lips are so delicate against mine. It's so hard to control myself to not think about what's happening after this. This is the last kiss I can ever share with her. Soon, she will be my 'step-sister' and I will have to be with Eleanor... It's so heartbreaking to even think that way... finding and losing her in one day... just one day... after five damn years that I left her. I hold onto her damp cheeks with more intensity, pressing onto her lips with more pressure. What I have with Megs is just unreal... but I have to let go. I pull apart first, not being able to bear my desire anymore... because it's just going to harder for both of us if we become too attached to each other at our last minutes together as... 'lovers'.

I study her face, going over every little details so that I never forget it... it's not like she's going away or something but I am sure that I won't be able to look at her this way anymore... Her beautiful large brown eyes rimmed with long thick lashes, her cute little button nose that would usually scrunch up without her realising, her chubby soft cheeks that would usually flush the most beautiful crimson and most of all her soft delicate rosy lips... which I crave for... eternity.

"You're so beautiful Megs" I whisper and I can feel her arms starting to form goose bumps. She looks up, her eyes burning in mine, "You too Lou... in a man-ly way" she chuckled. I tuck a loose strand of her soft brown hair behind her ear both of our eyes and minds still connected. I can't do this... but I know I have to or I will lose having her near me. What if I can't control my feelings any longer? What if she can't stand to be near me anymore? What if Eleanor finds out? Management will make sure of that, my mind adds, hopefully... or not...

KNOCK KNOCK! KNOCK KNOCK!

The tapping at the door brings me back to reality... the knock becoming louder by the moment. I pulled apart from Megs hesitantly and yell to the person behind the door to enter. Jonny comes in, still with his straight formal face. UGH! How I want to wipe his whole damn face off with my fists!

"Ms Eleanor Calder is here to see you" he announces. Megs look up at me suddenly with fear and worry in her eyes... I wanted to squeeze her tiny hands there and tell her that it will be okay but Eleanor enters the room before I have a chance to do it.

Her dark loose curls stranded on her shoulders are the first thing that stood out to me. Her hair is always in such a messy but neat condition and it kills me to think that I will have to lie to her. I don't love her in the 'girlfriend' way but she is like a sister to me... I don't want her to get hurt either. The perks of being a celebrity, I scoff mockingly in my head.

There was something that I didn't see before... her eyes. They are filled up with worry and fear... just like Megs'. She turns to Jonny and asks him to leave us alone for a while. He nods and leaves. Megs looks sick with worry and she turns around to follow Jonny but something surprising happens.

"Oh no, you don't need to go" Eleanor whispers at Megs, sounding anxious.

"Umm... ok" she whispers back.