No Idea

No Idea- Chapter 12

Jack's P.O.V~

I was still surprised that Alex stood up to Trevor like that and even admitted that I'm his boyfriend? But the real question is, am I? This boy confuses me so much I don't even know where we stand right now. Are we friends? Or are we more than friends? I halt to a stop when we reach his car, should I trust him? After what he did for me in there I'd be dumb not to. He just threw away his reputation for me, to protect me but what if something happens to him? I mean him just hanging around me made Trevor blackmail him into breaking my heart to protect me from Trevor. So that shows he'd do anything he can to keep me safe, and that makes me scared.

"A-Alex..why'd you do that?" I ask hesitantly, knowing the answer I would receive. But I couldn't help it, the question was chewing at me needing an answer. I watch him look at me with confused eyes walking over to stand in front of me.

"Jack, I did it because I love you. I did it because I couldn't stand what I put you through, I know that this won't make it better but I will do anything to make sure Trevor doesn't lay a finger on you again. You mean the world to me and hurting you is like hurting me too. I promise you I won't let you get hurt again, it pains me enough to see you like this, I can't take it." he says looking up at me with wide eyes. I feel my heart tug and my stomach explode into butterflies, that's a big commitment to make and to even pull through with. He loves me enough to give up his reputation and his safety. A small smile dances it's way onto my lips as I pull him into a hug. No matter what people say, or do, I will love Alex and that's final.

This boy didn't even know I even knows how much I love him yet here he is making the biggest promise anyone has ever said to me. I pull from the hug to look straight in his eyes, my insides melt a little but I push those feelings away.

"Alex, please don't make any promises, they're just lies with pretty bows tied to them. Either one of us will get hurt no matter what and we can't dtop that, it's life. People will try to hreak us apart but they will either fail or suceed, but I will never stop loving you." I say in one breath not breaking eye contact with the boy infront of me, he means a lot to me and the words I just spoke are true. People will try their hardest to tear us apart but I know and hope that we won't let that happen, not again. He can promise anything but surely, all promises are broke in the end and rarely a few pull through.

I push away my thoughs when I hear a small sob come from Alex. My eyes read his features for any sadness or any type of emotion to make him cry, I come up empty. He shifts his weight before looking up into my eyes through wet, dark eyelashes. This boy amazes me in so many ways it's completely pathetic. A simple glance makes my heart pound or palms sweat. He is my only one and I hope I always will be.

"Jack, I know that, I know people will try to break us and that scares me because even though we've been.known of eaahothers existence or well you, I haven't thought of a single thing but you. Your burned into my mind and that makes me happy. I love you don't doubt that," he takes a small step between us to fill the gap making me crane my neck down a bit due to the height differnece. "Alex I never had a doubt in mind from the beginning we started this. I love you too but maybe we should try to work this out before we make anything more of whatever this is right now, you have no idea how much I want you to be mine and only mine. But there's a lot of people that also want you there's, Trevor, Jasey, and even your other friends, they will fight to have their Alex back, the Alex that they know not the Alex I know. No I'm not saying I don't want this to happen cause I do. I'm saying is that we should start over, a new slate like the beginning.." I say with no hesitation in my words, a new slate will be good for the both of us to start off new, although it will be easier for me but I don't know about Alex, he's so hard headed at times. Silence falls between us and this is what I feared the most, him not saying anything and walk away to get back with Jasey and forget about me like a photograph. Like I'm a worthless peice of furniturr thown out by the curb. I thought the worst things and the outcomes were always way different, but so is Alex. Yes I've dated guys before but none like Alex. He is too amazing for words, he always makes me feel like I'm the only person on earth when he touches me. He sets my thoughts into overdrive and imagination crazy. He is like a work of walking art made perfectly to awe you and confuse you on what it means.

"I get what you mean Jack but I don't care what Trevor, Jasey or anybody does. They mean nothing they never did, they just distracted me when my thoughts went haywire. A new slate will be good for us but it will be hard but I'm willing to take the risk for you." I hear him say through my hetic thoughts. My lips curl into a smile and I pull into a another hug not letting go.

"I love you Alex." I say muffled into his hair.

"I love you too Jack." I hear the smile in his voice and I wish I could live this moment forever.

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A/N: GAHHHHH I KNOW THIS IS WAYYYYYYYY OVER DUE BUT IVE BEEN BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND WRITERS BLOCK!!! BUT TONIGHT I GOT FILLED WITH IDEAS:DDD HAHA..okay so I love this chapter sooo muxh:3..its fluffy and cute!!! Hehe well enjoy!!!