No Idea

No Idea- Chapter 11

Alex's P.O.V~

When I saw Jack with Trevor I felt like I was going to pass out, I mean I tried to stay away from Jack but I couldn't take the miserable look on his face every time I'd pass him in the hall. There was only so much I could really handle until I cracked, and seeing him even sadder this morning did the trick well. And now here I am scared out of my mind looking at my Jack crumbling down with bruises and a possibility of something worse.

"Well are you going to answer me or are you gonna stand there like a freak?!"  I hear Trevor snarl once again. I flinch at his words and step back pressing up against the chair I was just sitting in. I open my mouth to speak but nothing comes out, does he really have this advantage on me? Making me look like a wimp in front of everyone staring at us? This thought makes anger boil through my veins. I walk to Trevor shoving him the hardest I could, chuckling to myself as he almost trips over his feet.

"I don't give a shit about your blackmail anymore Trevor, I'm sick of it. Either you acept me as a real friend should or just leave me and my boyfriend alone." I answer darkly ignoring all the gasps and whispers erupting the room. All I care about is Jack and his safty. Trevor can hurt me all he wants but not the person I love the most and had hurt, I would give up my life for him and I don't care if that's a big commintment. I watch Jack's head snap up looking at me with wide eyes and his mouth slightly ajar through the corner of my eye. Trevor walks up to me giving me a glare before he pushes past me and the other two following droping Jack like a dead fly.

I turn back to our table sitting down with my head laying on it, I shift in my seat feeling the room watching me before it explodes into conversation about me or other random shit I couldn't care less about. I hear someone sit down next to me but that doesn't make me lift my head up.

"A-Alex..why'd you d-do that..?" I hear Jack whisper next to me laying his hand over mine sending shivers up my spine. I finally look up at Jack taking in his features like I always did when he layed next to eachother on his bed. "I did it because I love you, I acepted that blackmail not to hurt you but to keep you safe but I couldn't handle the broken look on your face all the time. I hated myself for what I did Jack, and I-I'm so fucking sorry Jack..I really, really am.." I tell him not even over a whisper trying to hold back the tears trying to force themselves out. I cupped his cheek feeling him lean into my touch smiling at me like we were the only two kids in the school. I rub my thumb softly over the black and purple bruise now fully formed under his eye. We both get snapped from our trance by a a loud cough to our left, I look over to see Zack staring at us shifting in his seat feeling akward.

"Sorry Zack." I say laughing turning in my chair to face him as does Jack. I grab hold of his hand under the table and yeah, nothing could beat the feeling I felt right now. 

"Hey Jack, how about I take you to the nurse and take you out to lunch?" I say standing up winking down at him grabbing my bag. He stands up and a few kids around us stare but I shake it off not really caring what they were thinking. This was a new beginning for Jack and I, and no matter what happens I will not let anything pull us apart like before. He is my only care in the world right now. He is my only one.

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A/N: Hey guys!!! :D ohmygosh I love this chapter :3..and I know it's short but that's because I'm writers blocked :/...also I'm completely truly amazed how many people have read this already, I wrote this thinking I'd get like 100+ readers but I've gotten over 1,000! :')..I love you all and I'm not stopping this until I have to! Enjoy!!!!