The Army, The Player, and I

Desperate whores with daddy issues

*James Above*

Idiot. That's what Gavin's middle name is. Gavin Idiot Lahar. Has a nice ring to it, doesn't it? The idiot was standing back to back from me, doing the exact same plays I was, and shouting the exact same things. At one point I turned around and pushed him but now I'm not seeing the point of fighting him. Kerr jogged over to me.

"Alexa, are you okay? You seem a bit off today..." She said cautiously. Gavin stifled a laugh.

"I'm fine, I just have a hallucination of someone talking, but that can't be because there is no one on this field but us." She gave me a look.

"Right, well our two hours is up." I looked at my watch and almost wept in relief.

"Tell everyone to go home, they had a good practice." I said and she nodded. I bent down to tie my shoes when someone jogged over to me.

"Damn babe. You have a nice rack going on." I ground my teeth ready to slam Gavin in his face but instead I saw Jared Carter, my ex boyfriend. I almost forgot he was on this team. He had transferred schools a year ago.

"Shut up Jared and leave me alone." I spat, turning away. Pain shot out through my waist and I gasped, seeing Jared grab my waist into a painful hold. I looked around for my girls but they had left. Jared was a bit abusive when we were dating but I wasn't expecting him to do anything while his team was here. I looked around to see the boys team packing up, and Gavin, who must have walked away to his team, was watching us closely with a disapproving look on his face.

"Come on babe, don't be like that. You know you still love me." I shook my head, too afraid to talk. Not after what happened the last night we were together. He walked closer and kissed me. I yanked back, wiping my lips and he moved a hand up to my face.

"Such a pretty girl. Damn shame you had to meet me." He said, before closing his hand around my throat. I clawed at his hand as it closed off my air supply. I desperately tried to scream but no noise left my mouth. I started to see red but he was thrown off of me. I fell down, gathering my breath, trying to steady my heartbeat. I looked around for my savior, only to see Gavin standing in front Jared.

"Don't you dare touch her." Gavin growled before punching Jared in the face. A crack echoed, and I knew his nose was broken. Fear surrounded me and I saw Jared laugh and spit out blood.

"You two are perfect for each other. Both desperate whores, oblivious to the truth." Gavin landed another punch at him and I quickly walked over, wrapping my arm around his waist from behind.

"Stop it." I told him and he relaxed slightly.

"Desperate whores with daddy issues. Perfect matches." Gavin lunged at him but I held him back.

"Get the hell away from here, and pack up your stuff. You're off the goddamn team." Gavin growled and Jared walked away laughing. Once he was gone, I let go of Gavin, and he looked at me.

"Are you okay?" He asked.

"I think so." My voice was hoarse.

"Thank you for stopping him." I said, moving away.

"Yeah well, now you owe me." He joked. I nodded. I was shaking, walking away from him as fast as possible. I couldn't handle Gavin seeing me cry.

"Lex! Alexa!" He shouted but I ran to my car and drove away.

Later that night, I sat on my bed watching reruns of Game of Thrones. Yes babe! My favorite show. I was watching the scene of Joffrey and Margaery with the crossbow like yes, power couple, when my bedroom door slammed open. My dad stumbled in, drunk out of his mind and I scoffed in disgust.

"There was someone downstairs for you, but I sent him away." He slurred.

"Probably Tyler, I'll call him later." I shifted uncomfortably. I wasn't in the mood to piss my dad off tonight.

"There's a mess downstairs slut. Pick it up or there will be consequences." He said and he stumbled away. I quickly rushed downstairs. There were shattered bottles everywhere and I worked quickly to remove them.

"Shit." I gasped as I accidentally stabbed myself with glass. Blood ran down my arm and I wrapped my hand in a bandage. Once I was done, I felt the need to get drunk and hookup with someone. I ran upstairs and put on a tight strapless black dress, with a plunging v neck. It went mid thigh so I added some black pumps and walked out the door. Slut shame me all you want, I'm happy with my clothes so I couldn't give a damn. I drove to my favorite club, Armageddon.

"Hey Ricky!" I hugged the bouncer, who was my friend for years.

"Alexa! Long time no see."

"I know I know, sorry." He let me in, ignoring the complaints in line. I quickly walked over to the bar and ordered ten shots. Go big or go home.

"Hey sexy lady." A man around thirty said, putting his hand on my thigh.

"Gross, I'm not hammered yet." I mumbled and started taking my shots. Once I was done, I had a buzz big enough for my liking. I started grinding on people, whoever, I just needed a release. I made out with a couple of people and deemed myself good enough. I didn't want to get laid this drunk so I walked outside into the alley. I leaned against a wall and pulled out my phone to call Tyler or Kerr.

"Hey." Someone said. I turned around, and with my hazy vision, I made out a hot guy around my age.

"Hi! I'm Alexa!" I said and he laughed.

"Damn you're drunk. Come on, I'm taking you home."

"Sorry, I can't go home with strangers." I slurred.

"Ah princess, I'm not a stranger." I stared at him.

"I know someone who calls me princess. But I don't like him." I mumbled. His face fell a little.

"Why not?" I looked at him.

"Did you know that Hershey's is my favorite chocolate?"

"Yeah I did."

"You're nice!" I concluded. He smiled and I walked closer to him.

"You're really nice." I put my hand on his shoulder, sliding it down until I reached the top of his pants. I looped my finger through his belt loops and pulled till we were face to face.

"Alexa stop." He groaned, grasping my wrists.

"I know you want me." I bit my lip suggestively.

"I can't do this with you smashed." He said, walking backwards.

"Come on baby, just give me a chance."

"Why are you so needy when you're drunk?" He moaned, still trying to walk away from me. He backed up into a wall and froze. I walked over and started to kiss his jawline. He groaned, putting his hands on my hips.

"Just give me a chance."

I trailed my fingers down the guy's chest and he groaned softly.

"Seriously Alexa." He said and I smirked.

"Do I make you uncomfortable?"

"If you knew who I was, you wouldn't be doing this." Maybe. But this guy was hot.

"Does this convince you?" I asked, grinding my hips on his. He moaned softly.

"As tempting as that is, no. I would enjoy to keep my balls and my life for a little longer."  He put his hands on my shoulder and softly shoved me away.

"I'm tired now." I yawned, swaying back and forth. I started to collapse but he swept me up and held me bridal style.

"God I missed these days." He mumbled.

"Can't I get your name?" I asked softly. He eyed me.

"Sorry babe, maybe next time."