Across waters.

Fifteen.

I woke up to an empty bed and a note by my phone "headed back to the church. Pack your stuff by the time we come back we're going home. Zak xx" Finally! I couldn't wait to go home and go back to everything being normal. Aaron stayed back and came to lunch with me. We both agreed we wanted to forget this trip, "I heard you went to Zak's rooms last night?" He started to raise his eyebrows rapidly, I couldn't help but blush and giggle "I couldn't help myself and I wanted to be with him" Bill came and picked us up from the cafe, Aaron and Bill sat at the front, Jay and Ash where in the middle together and I climbed to the back to sit with Zak who was asleep. Off we headed, I put my earphones in as Zak was asleep.

It was late in the arvo and everyone besides Bill and myself was asleep, I kept looking over at Zak hoping he'd wake up. I grazed his lap and left my hand on his knee. I was looking at the view when Zak started to squeeze my hand, I turned to him and saw his sweet smile. I bent down to give him a kiss, he pushed me off and laid on me and started kissing me heavily and passionately. I whispered "hey they are gonna see us?" I had him only centimetres away, I could feel his warmth breath brush on my face "the feeling of getting caught is quite exciting right?" He winked at me and kept kissing me, I just gave up and let his kiss consume me. He kept trying to move his hands down further but I wouldn't need left him, he kept giggling. "Fine, wait till we're home" he got up "haha wait till you get home mr."

We soon arrived home, I was exhausted and fell asleep on the lounge. Zak scooped me up and took me to bed, I felt a light kiss on my head and off he left.

Zak went downstairs and started decorating the house and putting the Christmas tree up. Aaron came around to give him a hand, they where having a few drinks and talking "everything with you and Kay all good?" Aaron steadily went around asking how we where "nah we're fine. Thankfully we got through this, having her in my life has been a gift" Zak started to blush and get all giddy. "I'm so glad you've found this, you're so much happier and that's all we want for you bro" Zak gave Aaron a cuddle "dude I wanna marry her and I think I'm gonna go through with it" Aaron dropped his jaw, "dude! That's massive, dude OMG I'm thrilled for you!" Aaron gave Zak another hug, Zak even had the ring and showed Aaron.

I could hear the guys celebrating, as soon I was going to see all the fuss, my gut started to turn. I ran to the bathroom and was sick everywhere! It hurt to much I started crying, I sat on the toilet and held my head in my hands. I opened my drawer to see if I had any pain relief and then I saw my tampons.... I collected my thoughts I'm late like 2 months late. I started freaking out, this is the last thing I need, especially Zak! I had to run to the shops and go buy a test. I ran down stairs, I flew by the guys "hi guys, bye guys, going to the shops!" Boom! I was gone, I rushed straight to the isle that sold the test, brought it and went straight to the toilet. It was positive.

I didn't know how to handle this, I couldn't scream, and I couldn't call my mum. I knew I had to go home and face Zak and tell him. I soon left the shop and headed back home, Zak was at the front waving goodbye to Aaron, "what's up sweetie?" Zak walked me back inside, I started panic, I couldn't talk so I just showed him the stick. He stood frozen, his face barley making and moves, his chest slowly moving. I took my eyes off him and didn't realise how amazing the house was, decked out in Christmas decorations. "Well what perfect timing" I didn't understand what he meant, Zak kneeled on one knee, I gasped for air! "Kay, I love you with every inch of me, I couldn't picture my life without you. I want you right by my side. I love you, please will you marry me?"