Across waters.

Nineteen.

Days went by, and it was Christmas. Mum and Zak had met and really got on well. My mum had returned to Sydney, Australia for Christmas with her relatives, she promised she'd be back for my wedding day. I wrapped the last of my gifts and started preparing food for Christmas Day at the Bagans residence, I was so excited to be spending it with them. Zak came home from his location and was having a week away from work. My wedding dress had arrived and I heard Zak pull up, I had to quickly rush it to the spare bedroom and lock it away.

I met Zak at the door and crashed tackled him, thankfully him being built he didn't fall "ahh you're home!" I knew he'd be home but I was just thankful he was home earlier than expected. "Hey sweetie, man I've missed you!" He started to kiss me, he dropped all the bags and carried me to the lounge, he sat down still holding me up. I quickly took my top off and guided my hand to unzip his pants, his lips didn't leave mine, his hands clung on to my waist. I got up and guided him to head up stairs, but he threw me over his shoulder and we went down to the dungeon. He laid me to rest on the beautiful satin sheets, just the feel of them was exciting. Zak dropped his pants and crawled on me, he wasn't wasting no time, I wrapped my legs around him to be closer to him, he was thrusting deep and slow. Enjoying every movement as he goes, he tossed me over so I was on all floors, he ran his hand down my back and spanked me "uhhhh" I couldn't keep it in. He grabbed my hair and started tugging at it. I was getting closer and I could tell Zak was too with the noises he was making. I pushed off my hands and Zak caught me, I tried to turn my head around fair enough to kiss his soft lips, he caressed my breast. Once we where finished I fell down back on the bed, Zak came down too and lied on me. We spent the next few hours talking while I caressed his face and off he dozed to sleep.

We both woke up on Christmas morning, Zak gave me a quick kiss and off he went, I didn't have any clothes so I wrapped the sheet around me, I ran up the stairs and saw a bunch of presents and Zak sitting by the tree. "OMG Zak!" I was stunned, there was so many gifts. He walked up to me "anything for the one I love" he smirked and guided me to the presents. I was thrilled to see Zak open his diary of Vlad Dracula *gasp* "how did you find this!?" I've never seen Zak so motionless and his mouth opened that wide "if you look hard enough, you'll find little treasures" he ran up on me and hugged me and kissed me. "Down boy, I'm still tired from last night" I giggled and faked to yawn "I could never stop with you" he winked, sending my hairs on my arms to stand up and leaving me breathless. Zak brought me a new Apple Mac, shoes, jewellery, clothes and a photo album. I opened it and it had all random photos of me and little comments. One photo Zak took on our second date, we where at a restaurant and he snapped a photo of me in my red top and eating strawberries, next to the photo was a little passage 'red is the colour you wear but there's so much more depth in it. Red is the colour that fills my heart up when you look at me, red is the colour that runs throughs my veins and keeps me alive. Red is the colour I see when I look at you. It's the colour of love and I see it when I'm with you.' Just reading that brought me to tears. I went up to Zak and cuddled him, "you have no idea what this means to me. I love you" he smirked and gave me a kiss.

We had a little breakfast, got ready and headed of to his mums. He held my hand the entire way there, it was those little things that made me realise I'm the luckiest girl in the world. We arrived at his house, you could hear the kids in the pool having a good time. We walked in and I was greeted by his mum and step dad, next think I know I've lost Zak and was introduced to all his family. His family where so lovely! I soon sat down for Christmas lunch and found Zak, I sat next his grandmother, she was adorable. After lunch I spent time with the kids and we all went in the pool, Zak had a new nephew only 7 months old named Jacob. I couldn't help but fall in love with him, I pictured myself holding James when I held Jacob. "Zak she is a natural with Jacob" his sister was gazing us, Zak put his head down and was getting a little emotional. "Yea, I can't wait to give her a baby. She'll be an exquisite mum" Zak starred at me, his mum looked back at him with sad, puppy eyes "I will make her a mum, I will give her anything to see her smile." Zak's sister didn't know anything about James, but she was sensing that something was up and was conning Zak to spill.

Zak spilled to his sister and grandmother, his sister started crying. His poor grandmother was heart broken, his sister came down and sat beside me in the pool. "Hey! Having a good day?" I didn't speak much to his sister so it was nice she came and sat beside me. "Look don't get mad at Zak but he explained about James. Kay I'm so sorry. I couldn't imagine what you've been through." I turned to see Zak but he was inside, I collected my thoughts "it's life. Nothing ever goes right, it broke my heart and it still is. Zak has helped me handle it but I know he'd be battling his own emotions too." I started to tear up "hey hey, all that matters is you and your health oh and Zak." I knew today would be hard and especially on Zak. "Look I know this is sudden but would you be Jacobs god mother?" I couldn't believe what she asking me! "Omg of course! Thank you so much!" We had a little hug and continued to play in the pool.

We started to head home, we said our goodbyes and Zak's grandmother stopped me, "this is for you" she handed me a picture of Mary and kissed me goodbye. I passed out in Zak's car, bunched in the front with gifts and bags sticking into me. Zak carried me inside and took me to bed, I was too tired to open my eyes, I rolled into his arms and mumbled I love you, "Kay you're the best thing ever in my life. I love you sweetie" he gave me a kissed and cuddled me through the night.